Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Well my day didn't start out nicely...My grandpa called me early in the morning to run for some errands in his office. I just hate that. One, I'm not a morning person and two, I also had a plan laid out for the day. But no, I have to follow him instead. *sigh* I had to cancel lunch with Cess and the others, plus I wasn't able to get my course cards. So bad timing. Bleh.
Anyway, enough with the rant. I just want to forget about it. You know, I just had the most vivid dream to date...I'd rather not share everything because it's kind of personal but it did involve an IXUS camera and an iPod shuffle. Weird huh? And there was also a singing guy there...I can't exactly remember the whole song he was singing, but it had the words
last request in it. I was searching the net for the song, but I can't find the right one...
Well, I need to finish my new blog layout...tomorrow's gonna be a new month. oh...and making Cess another testi for her friendster account (now who's a slave driver!!?)
I'm Blue @ 8:02:00 PM
My cousin lent me her Full House CD for me to watch before they went off last Monday. I've been watching it (cause I'm bored...) and hm...I found it funny...and dramatic :P I like Ji-Eun...she's pretty and funny heh. Anyway, I liked one of the soundracks in it...it's a sad romantic song though....
Ang stupid ko, hinanap ko pa sa net ung song...may soundtrack pala included sa CDs heh.
I think I
by Byul
(translated version)
It can't be, it probably isn't, that's what I believed~ um
There's no way that I could love you~ um
It's just jealousy, I must be lonely
I tried fooling myself, but I can't hide it any longer
I Think I Love You~
It must be true
Cause I Miss You~
Whenever you're not here
I can't do anything
I keep thinking of you
Seeing what's happening,
I`m Falling For You~
I didn't know, Now I Need You~
Sometime, in the depths of my heart
I can see that you've taken root in my soul~
They say we're not good together, that we should just be friends, um~
One to ten, we can't agree on anything,
How can we be together? It's not an option
I kept telling myself, but I don't want to do it anymore~
I Think I Love You~
It must be true
Cause I Miss You~
Whenever you're not here
I can't do anything
I keep thinking of you
Seeing what's happening,
I`m Falling For You~
I didn't know, Now I Need You~
Sometime, in the depths of my heart
I can see that you've taken root in my soul~
Why couldn't I see it was you? Woo~
Why couldn't I see you when you were right before my eyes? Hoo~yeah~
You were beside me all along
It's now that I finally see you, Hoo-
I Think I Love You~
It must be true
Cause I Miss You~
Whenever you're not here
I can't do anything
I keep thinking of you
Seeing what's happening,
I`m Falling For You~
I didn't know, Now I Need You~
Sometime, in the depths of my heart
I can see that you've taken root in my soul~
Oh and of course Ji-Eun's song...The Three Bears.
I'm Blue @ 2:39:00 AM
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ubos na pera ko. I can't believe it. I actually treated my cousins out today. Something's absolutely wrong with me. Next time I do this, I'll kill myself XD We continued playing PS2 and watching movies all day...I think I got a little soft on them because I was enjoying myself :P Well, you see...everyone in the family knows that I'm a very distant person...light years away (when it comes to them anyway)...Yun bang wala talagang emotions (no talk, no smile...just a plain boring face all day) heh. Medyo shocked nga sila I'm being so talkative...Am I moving on? But moving from where? I feel weird XD And this all started when I tried being assertive. Is this good for me? I don't know XD All I know is that it really feels weird...it's like i'm being somebody else i'm not. So now i'm confused. Heh. Oh well. Everybody must move on, I guess.
I'm Blue @ 11:50:00 PM
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Having fun today. My cousins are here and honestly, i'm enjoying myself. We had lunch (with the yummy chocolate cake for desert.) at the big dining room...which happens rarely these days . Anyway, we've been having a movie marathon after that. Jet also brought his PS2 so we've also been shouting and cursing each other nonstop. I remembered I bought a Narutimett game so I lent it to him and until now, we're still playing it. Thank God they're noobs! I always win hehe. Well, I'm happy because whenever I play that game (with JP most of the time before) I never win XD What else? Hm...we're continuing our movie marathon later (and playing card games...they're such suckers for
tong-its cause that's the only card game they know...now i'm trying to teach them
trumps and
crazy eights XD )
We had truth or dare too. Hm...remind me to always pick truth next time. 'Cause they're evil. They made me drink coffee which I don't usually drink XD Well, at least it's java. But the bad thing about it is that I kinda liked it. Bad cousins, bad. At least they're too stupid to ask really gruesome truth questions...because I kinda suck at lying and if they did ask those kind of questions...well, it'd be a little bit obvious that i'm lying. But I doubt they'll notice that anyway, heh. We'll continue our escapades tomorrow. They're staying over since there's no class tomorrow. More movies, more food, and more PS2.
I'm Blue @ 9:43:00 PM
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Chocolate Wrapper Count: 25 and still counting.
Still have 5 more days 'til the bet with Carmela ends. Still no prize for the winner though.
edit: make that 28.
I'm Blue @ 12:51:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Cool.
You are a Ninja.You are like a samurai gone bad. The good side
is no longer interesting you and feel that
darkness is where you belong. Though you may
think you are the evil one, you're not. Because
deep inside there is still that little glimpse
of who you once were. You don't like to
associate with people that much and keep away.
In your mind they are ignorant and not so
interesting anyway. That means you are a lonley
person who don't trust people, and you have
really no desire to do so either. Life is a big
pain and annoyance for you and you aren't quite
sure on how to handle it. Other people see you
as mysterious and secretive, and that is
probably right.
Main weapon: Daggers and throwing
stars
Quote: "I hate people. People make
me pro-nuclear" -Margaret Smith
Facial expression: Frown
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I'm Blue @ 4:21:00 PM
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Argh. I so hate this. My DSL is so busted again. Can't live without net so i'm here in an internet cafe. Shit talaga.
I'm Blue @ 6:32:00 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ROB..
I'm Blue @ 12:30:00 AM
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
Lonely September
:( Bakit naman ganun...my parents called me last night saying that they'll be extending their stay in the US til the last week of September. That means they won't be here on my birthday... my grandparents won't be here either...I thought they'd be here in time for my birthday but...now I really have nothing to look forward to... ;(
I'm Blue @ 10:21:00 AM
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I want to laugh.
From http://aksarah.com/naruto/
I'm Blue @ 2:16:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Well, my grandparents are now on their way to the province, which means I am now uh...in charge here for now. I even got the keys to most of the rooms here hehe...oh, and the car keys. I'm feeling japanese today too XD heh. The maid just served miso soup and that tasteless green tea on a zen (a japanese tray.) Too bad my stomach ain't up for it right now XD
Man, I think I got out of control yesterday. This assertive thing i'm doing isn't kinda good for my health heh. I got angry at my grandma, and then to my uncle. I, in a long time, shouted. My chest was so heavy from anger.
Nakakafrustrate talaga eh. Patched up with my grandma before they left though, but uh...not with my uncle...because he's such a "big male reproductive organ" :)
I don't feel like going to school today. Medyo galit pa din ako. I might yell at some people hehe. And I feel disinterested. Plus there's nothing to look forward to in going.
I'm Blue @ 11:39:00 AM
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Wow.
Yaman ng isang tao ngayon dyan heh. JP treated us to a movie this time including lunch. We watched Bewitched...hm...It was funny hehe...especially the rewind scenes :P
Sorry mababaw lang ako hehe...It's easy to make me laugh when I'm in the mood ;) Anyway, thanks again for the
libre! I always forget to say thanks hehe...
My grandparents are going to the province tomorrow. Which means I have to assume responsibility over the house again. Well, at least they gave me the keys to the van. Now I just need to find me a driver, and off I go to uh...anywhere ;) I think that's all for now...I feel so heavy right now (though I did lose 5 pounds...)
I'm Blue @ 8:34:00 PM
Kung Wala Ka
Woot. I'm so addicted to this
Hale song right now. I keep on repeating it on my playlist for like what? 7 times in intervals of 15 minutes hehe...It's kinda entrancing (Mr. Webster: To fill with delight, wonder, or enchantment, not the act or an instance of entering) to listen. It may probably be because of the lyrics or the rhythm or both :P
Kung Wala Ka
Natapos na ang lahat
Nandito pa rin ako
Hetong nakatulala
Hindi mo maiisip
Hindi mo makikita
Ang mga pangarap ko
Oh...
Hindi ko maisip
Kung wala ka
Oh...
Nariyan ka pa ba
Hindi ka na matanaw
Kung merong madaraanang
Sundan mo ang paghimig na lulan
Na aking pinagtatanto
Sundan mo ang paghimig ko
I'm Blue @ 11:10:00 AM
Got another free dinner courtesy of JP (thanks pala..) as a blowout for his birthday last Aug. 14. I'm not sure if the movie's going to push through though...
pag wala di ako manonood mag-isa hehe. Can't miss a Nicole Kidman movie!
Anyway, I just finished doing Penny's blog. I got it from daydreamgraphics, but I edited EVERYTHING again. The codes are far too complicated because it was using iframes, which i'm not familiar with (and besides, it's freaking hard to use iframes for blogger) .
Hanggang div layers pa lang ako...So...I erased everything, started from scratch using the div layers instead...I kept the image on the left, the colors, and the background color...I added some of my own stuff too (like the forest image :P) What else can I say? I'm proud I fixed it! I'll just ask penny what she wants to add later...I added the shoutbox and all other stuff though, but perhaps she might still want to tweak it a bit, hehe...Her blog:
PENNY'S BLOG. As requested, It's from Rurouni Kenshin ^^
PS. Penny, just go to YM so you could get all your usernames and passwords. EDIT: Penny, is the site penlimjoco.blogspot.com yours? I think it is :P Anyway, just copy the codes from the one I made to yours para mas formal yung blog address mo hehe.
I'm Blue @ 3:49:00 AM
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Do you believe in Destiny? I can't say that I do. But I watched this Korean film
"My Boyfriend is type-B", and this is what it's all about heh...well, aside from the blood type personality thing. It isn't as funny as
Dry Wood, Fierce Fire or Chinese Odyssey but it was OK :P It didn't move me much either hehe...but the story is quite interesting. Well, see Ha-mi's cousin is a matchmaker (I do believe so, though her job wasn't mentioned) who hooks people up according to their blood-types. Weird
no? So, I did a little research for myself (otherwise it won't leave my head!) and here were the results hehe. Uh...I won't tell my blood-type if you don't tell yours (or you can just guess which ones mine, heh) :P
loyal
passionate
self-confident
independent
ambitious
vain
jealous
Strongly motivated, goal-oriented, can take chances and often show good judgment in doing so. Conscious of power relationships. Dislike to be subordinate; assertive and individualistic. Honest and direct. Expressive, romantic and socially oriented, but tend to be cautious around people outside of their circle.
Type A - The Farmer
calm
patient
sensitive
responsible
overcautious
stubborn
unable to relax
Considerate. Prefer peaceful human relations because they are highly sensitive to emotional upsets. Slow to trust people for the same reason. Observe social rules and customs strictly and consider it important to retain the status quo. Restrained and conventional, anxious to maintain personal security. Comparatively low motivation, but persistent; will endure. Tend to perfectionism. Despite inclination to pessimism will seek out causes, and desire personal transformation.
dislike custom
strong
optimistic
creative
flexible
wild Dislike restrictions and want their own way. Unconventional in thought and action. Tend not to abide by conventional categories. Not conscious of circumstances or limitations; don't care about social rules and customs. Less socially or domestically inclined, more individualistic. Will judge based on their own standards of right and wrong, and act rapidly on that judgment. Optimistic in outlook but pragmatic in application. Not as direct as type O, but fairly straightforward. Interests cover a wide range, perhaps because of this they tend not to be ambitious.
cool
controlled
rational
sociable
popular
critical
sometimes standoffish
indecisive
unpredictable Rational, analytical, critical; can look at a problem from many angles. Like to have a specific role to participate in and contribute to society, despite usually feeling rather distant from it. Will incline to the mystic and transcendent. Very emotional, even passionate, but tend to suppress it publicly. Nevertheless, despise hypocrisy. Get intensely involved in projects, but tend not to sustain that intensity. Enjoy harmony and are usually good at acting to maintain it.
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"I'm your destiny, right? Destiny can't be sold."
I'm Blue @ 5:21:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JP!
I'm Blue @ 12:13:00 AM
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
Lunch was fun. I guess all of us enjoyed it since we were complete (which is a rare occassion these days). I still feel so full from eating o_O But of course, there's always room for chocolates :P
Hay naku, basta...ang gulo kanina! Lemme do this in a clockwise direction starting with: Lani was obviously talking green (as always) and after that, enjoyed her bizarre fetish of mixing leftovers. Mikey, who was a first-timer in joining us for lunch (with all of us) I believe was having fun ^^. Penny was talkative as usual, hehe...and wow, I've never seen her green side that much before until now :P Carmela, the bday girl and Abbey were busy chatting with everybody hehe. JP was busy talking with Sir Santillana (and tasting Lani's odd dishes). Cess was in her own puny little world playing with Carmela's palm hehe. Me? I was busy laughing...
Oh. And in a little over a few hours, another person's going to be celebrating his birthday. Greetings later heh.
I'm Blue @ 8:15:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMELA!
Still working on your gift though, hehe.
I'm Blue @ 12:24:00 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
click image for larger view :P
Playing with Naruto characters using Adobe Photoshop, hehe...First up, Sasuke. I'm still looking for solo pics to experiment on heh...
Honestly, I wish I'd learn how to draw again so It'd be easier to experiment with Photoshop than looking for images over the net hehe.
WALLPAPER!!!
click image for larger view :P
My first wallpaper, hehe. I just edited the images and whoala! I liked it heh.
I'm Blue @ 7:59:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
One Fine Day...
Wednesdays are good. I love wednesdays. Well, some wednesdays...like today. Definitely a good one. I was able to talk/chat with my Aunt and Uncle thru YM earlier this morning...where my mum is residing for the time being because my Dad's in Washington...so naturally, I was also able to talk with my mum albeit for a super short time hehe...
kasi ba naman hirit ako agad "Hi ma! Musta na kayo? Enge pera." :P So she said "Hi. Fine. Study hard. Bye!" (Talk about smooth talk.) XD Kidding aside, she was watching a TV show she didn't want to miss hehe...I think it was CSI or something.
So I was left to talk with my Uncle and Aunt. My Uncle was a graduate from CSB so naturally he knows stuff about the school...my Aunt was from main eheh. Anyway, we were talking about how close I am to graduation and stuff. I told them that I'm hoping to graduate ASAP...but that i'm having trouble with our soon-to-be thesis. And guess what?? My aunt and uncle offered to help and that they'll find us a programmer they know to uh...help us with the program. Cool. And what would be PRAC2 without OJT? I definitely told them I need a company. Thank God for Aunts and Uncles...sometimes :P They told me to e-mail my resume to them so that they'll give it to San Miguel, where my aunt worked before as a computer analyst. She very well knows the people there...So I'm just hoping now that I'll get the application...that'd be so less of a trouble on my part :D We talked for about two hours so I thought I won't make it in our first class...I even told Cess I'm not going to make it...but wow, I arrived exactly on time!
Next. Me and Carmela had another bet...the one who eats the most chocolates for a month!
Magpapatalo ba ako sa ganyang klaseng bet?? No way!! I'll make sure I eat chocolate two times...before and after every meal, hehe. We haven't thought of a prize though, hm...
Classes were a breeze (though B-O-R-I-N-G.) But still, that didn't stop me from having a good day! Got home at around 830pm to find out that my cousin gave me some munch to chew hehe...how nice. I'm still even eating now! Bagal kumain hehe...well, no...just still a bit full. Oh how I love Wednesdays. sometimes. ^^
I'm Blue @ 9:37:00 PM
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I'm Blue @ 6:32:00 PM
I shouldn't think too much. People are saying i'm becoming too distant and uh...scary ;) Well, remind me not to think! Except during classes or when i'm doing something...otherwise please do so heh...especially when i'm sitting on a corner looking dazed XD I don't want to end up like my "best friend" before.
Anyway, the usual day. Class boring. Cess extra annoying. JP drawing. Penny uh...talking. Me? in my own world nothing. hehe ;) Tapos meron pa make-up class tomorrow...damn. I'd rather spend my day with uh...myself doing uh...nothing! That's more interesting than any class, I tell you ;) *sigh* Oh well...I guess I'll have a date with myself after the make-up :P But for now...ramen...because it's cold! Stupid-I-hate-the-rain mode™.
I'm Blue @ 11:34:00 AM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
What a crappy day. The rain isn't helping my mood...wait, nothing does ;) *sigh* I am so freaking bored. No naruto epi this week so blah. No manga translation yet so double blah. Good thing JP lent me a game I can play with...Sid Meier's Pirates and SWAT. The SWAT game doesn't work though T_T I really was looking forward to playing it when I suprisingly got the cd last friday XD Hay naku. There isn't anything to do in this empty house. I feel that I'm becoming what I eat (these past weeks anyway)...a vegetable XD *sigh* I gotta go...I need to think...
I'm Blue @ 10:10:00 PM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory a while ago with the others...hm...I liked it, heh. It was quirky and fun. And because there's chocolate, which was enough reason why I watched it... next week, Bewitched. Nicole Kidman. 'nuff said.
Anyway, I was bored again so I took some ridiculous quizzes from Quizilla. Funny though...the results are quite uh...on target. I just hate the way they create images and questions...most of 'em are girly...but again, on target. So, who cares!
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.
.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla
People see sadness in your eyes. You seem to be
hurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you are
alone or feel like no one cares about you. Or
it may be because something very awful has
happened to you. Whatever the cause, you go
through each day just waiting for night to come
with sweet relief in the form of your dreams.
But you may have even lost hope in your dreams.
Chin up. Things should get better for you and
there is always at least one person who cares
about you. Have hope.
What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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I'm Blue @ 11:36:00 PM
It's either i'm having insomnia again, or just excited to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory later (babaw heh -_-). In any case, I can't sleep. So...i'm just here reading waiting for the good ol' King of Dreams to pass.
I'm Blue @ 12:46:00 AM
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Insaniquarium Madness
Ever wondered what the Naruto cast would look like as fishes? Well, you're in luck! I've got pictures of them right here! Ok...so they don't look anything like Naruto characters at all save their names XD But hey, the colors seem to remind of 'em :P I still have a lot to go, but because I only have a few shells (fish money XD) as of now, I can only buy a handful...I'm still looking for a pink one for a Sakura guppy (if there is one), a yellow one for a Tsunade baa-chan one, prolly another white one for Jiraiya, and other assorted colors for the appropriate characters :P
That game is really Insane...my right hand hurts from clicking and moving the mouse too fast hehe...feed the guppies while collecting those yummy coins and protecting them from alien invaders heh. There was even this tank where 14 multiple alien signatures were detected!! o_O I was saying,
what the hell?! 14?! OK...heh. Actually, it was an inside joke from the game...funny :P Anyway, it was fun...until this alien chomped all of my guppies in one go...and I was near the goal at that XD SO now I have to endure another click-fest to finish the game...
Click the pic for a bigger version.
I'm Blue @ 11:43:00 PM
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