My grandfather told me today about our dial-up internet hehe...I can't believe he did a background investigation thing on who's using it!! I don't want any of my friends in trouble because of that *coughJPCessPennycough* So, in defence, I told him that I was using it for our thesis!! Damn lie XD I hope he buys it :P Maybe I should've told him that even if we're not using that thing, the monthly bill will stay the same! Yeah! At least that's not a lie :P I guess I'll tell him tomorrow when he asks again. Today he terminated our Pacific account but he said that he wanted reimbursements because he wasn't even using it and yet still paying for it. I forgot to tell him about its fixed cost :P You still pay Px,xxx even if you don't use it...or even if you use it but still under the cap. *grin* I'll try to use my er...presumably law blood to cover it up. Just don't panic everyone...my grandpa even called the last number who used the account (good thing nobody was answering the phone)...so if somebody calls you who sounds old and intimidating, put the phone back down hehe...
I'm Blue @ 12:23:00 AM
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My mum called last night regarding my vacation...She's not allowing me to go find a summer job anymore T_T She said I need to rest, that no company is going to accept me because the break is just less than a month, blah blah...great. What am I supposed to do right now? XD She said they're coming over this May too for their interview...they're confirming their visa to the US this August...I badly wanted to go :P I even said I'd go LOA from school just to go there!! *sigh* Anyway, haven't been doing lots of things...I want to go out, but moolah is scarce. I want to go find a summer job, but my mum says NO. In short, I'm stuck in this hole again for the rest of summer. I need to find some things to do...break things...just kidding...see ya later Naruto, Sasuke.
I'm Blue @ 3:48:00 PM
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Hitomi Wo Tojite
By: Hirai Ken
Every time I open my eyes in the morning, the body that's beside me is just your shell,
and your back, where I always felt warmth, is now cold.
I stop my bitter smiling and throw open the heavy curtain
to the over-brilliant morning sun that chases me down each day.
The tear-stained face that you showed me that day, shining in the sunset,
and the warmth of your shoulder --
whenever I wish for these memories to disappear,
my heart and body suddenly remember you.
Your love forever
Closing my eyes and seeing you; that alone is enough
even if the seasons leave my heart deserted.
I suppose that sometime in the future, I may feel nothing for you.
It's better to go to sleep embracing my current pain, isn't it?
Even though the light that we wished on and searched for
as we looked at the starry sky that night has been extinguished,
my heart and body still sparkle because of you.
I wish forever
Closing my eyes and seeing you; I can't do any more that that
even if the world passes me by and leaves me.
Your love forever
Closing my eyes and seeing you; that alone is enough
even if the seasons pass me by and all the colours change.
I shall search for you in my memory; that alone is sufficient
because you gave me strength that overcomes what I lost.
Because you gave me that.
I'm Blue @ 3:19:00 AM
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Well, I would say Hooray right now because vacation officially starts right now...but no. I am starting to hate vacations. I don't want to be stuck here at home...or back in the province where they want me to rest. I say no. I need to find a summer job and fast! I don't want to 'relax' here or in the province...I dunno...I just hate being with 'em right now.
*sigh* I got another sermon from my grandpa for 1 and half hour...parang homily mass no? Well...longer than a homily mass. Why is it always me? Everytime we eat lunch or whatsoever, I always get a sermon from him. That's why I don't want to stay at home. I want to be somewhere else but here. People here don't get me. I don't get them either anyway. *sigh* Help.
I'm Blue @ 1:32:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Well...I'll find my results tomorrow. Anywaaay, finals start tomorrow. 2 Killer exams in one. Argh. And my doctor said I shouldn't be stressed. *sweat* Oh well. I'm just glad that I've just been exempted from one exam...hoping for one more though, hehe....at least that would lessen my burden...which is sooo heavy right now, hehe...a ton, more like. I need chocolate.
Hm...I have to go to school early tomorrow too. I need to review, hehe.
I'm Blue @ 10:11:00 PM
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I feel like Kimimaro. Hm...I'll let you find it out for yourselves, Naruto, Sasuke.
I'm Blue @ 10:25:00 PM
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I can finally sleep...for now, again...that is...until our finals. Finished revising our thesis, just needed one more signature on it. She'll probably sign it on Monday...I hope.
Today turned out to be quite an interesting day...Just had our pre-ojt seminar and our mock interview. Just with any other seminar, it was kinda boring...until I won a key chain, heh. It's a silly prize, I know...for having the proper attire. Honestly, I couldn't stand the clothes I'm wearing...it's hot! No, not the hot hot sexy-kind-of-thing, Naruto...it's the hot hot it's-really-sweaty-kind. But at least I got a prize...too bad it wasn't food.
Also had our mock interview for us to be "prepared" for the real thing. I did my resume and cover last night, with the help of Cess and JP...Hm...it was OK I guess...my interviewer didn't have any comment on it. I dunno. XD I'll find out the result in 2 weeks. For now, I SLEEP.
I'm Blue @ 4:30:00 PM
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Number 1,752,368. I'm a good person, but I love plotting destruction to all. :D
:~Things I've Been Doing Lately~:
1. Working
2. Playing online
3. Downloading Bleach and Naruto epis
:~MP3s Of The Day~:
Mario Vasquez - Gallery
Rascal Flatts - Me and My Gang
Javier - If I Never Get to Heaven
Linkin Park - My December
:~Thinking About~:
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