
You Are A Weeping Willow Tree |

You are a dreamer, and you're into almost any kind of escapism. Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places. You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you. You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner. An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh. |
You Are 17 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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I'm Blue @ 11:26:00 AM

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
You Are 55% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)
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While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
I'm Blue @ 11:12:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Didn't sleep last night because I finalized our thesis revisions, and printed 'em...which again took me around 5 hours of printing time XD Damn printer! So I went to school really early so that I can have it checked, but er...our panel chair has classes only in the afternoon...which was greaaat...I was in school....early...for nothing! Good thing Tin was already there...slept in her condo for a few hours...then went to our pre-OJT seminar, which was really boring. I only learned one thing there. How to flip coins (thanks to Kyle, hehe) XD
Ate in Rai Rai Ken with Tin and Cess after our second class. Guess what I had, Naruto? Hehe...a small ramen [definition of small: one huge bowl XD]. Well...
sipon ramen, as I would say. Sharksfin Ramen, actually...but well, it did look like mucus [at least it wasn't color green] XD Nonetheless, it was yummy. Wasn't able to finish everything though because I was also eating sashimi and sushi XD
Road trip with Carmela on our way home, too...hehe. We almost got lost because we were on the wrong lane...hehe. Find our way though...instead of taking the Santolan road, we ended up going to San Juan...oh well, nothing to worry about...i'm home, heh. Anyway, I think i'ma gonna sleep. A reaally long sleep. Night night, Naruto, Sasuke.
I'm Blue @ 9:33:00 PM
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Though i'm not in the mood for it...i'm saying this for formalities sake.
HAPPY EASTER.
Now gimme those chocolate easter eggs. I know...it's eaaarly. So what? It's just two hours away anyway! Oh well...
I'm Blue @ 10:11:00 PM

Well...still alive. I've got several cuts on my hand due to um...well, nevermind. Anyway, I think i'm still lucky.
Cess [my cousin] collapsed earlier this morning because she wasn't eating. Heh. We're just the same...though I ain't collapsing anytime soon! Gyaha. I'm...tough, hehehe. Suffering occassional blackouts, but hm...I think that's normal, don't you think? I mean...I feel sleepy all the time these past few days anyway ^_^ What else...somebody ate my chocolate!! T_T And it was the last piece, huhu. I really need to put some mouse traps in my room...for two-legged mice, that is.
Can't wait to go out tomorrow...damn, I need sunshine. See you two later! Ja ne.
I'm Blue @ 4:17:00 PM
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o_O Something's wrong with me...again. Maybe that sugary overdose I had over the past few days is doing this XD Ugh...in no mood to eat, well...unless it's salad...and craving for something salty too...feeling sleepy all the time...feeling empty as well...can't think properly either...I feel so light, yet I feel I weigh a ton...I feel messy and unorganized...uh...wait, I am unorganized...I can rant all day too XD
At least I have you two...i'm glad you guys are always here...
I'm Blue @ 6:57:00 PM
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Welcome to cuckoo town
Hey. Crazy!! Oh yes. Talking to myself. Hhyyysstteeerriicaal. With a capital A. I don't know what my problem is. Maybe it's you...oh wait. it's you. Waaaaaaaaaaaaah! Thoselittlemaggotsruiningmybrain. Make 'em stop! Make 'em stop! I'm jealous of those people slacking off right now...huhuhu. I'm slacking too but I can't help thinking about so many things-which-makes-my-mind-go-crazy! Hahahaha...I need psy..psyc...whatchamacllitologist. Don't make me think right now...
I'm Blue @ 11:10:00 PM


Ain't he awesome? :P
I'm Blue @ 7:39:00 PM

Well that was fast. my DSL is fixed again. The technician came today and changed the thing-that-makes-DSL-work. Yay. I won't go breaking things now. Well, see you two.
I'm Blue @ 10:21:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
!!!!
Aaarggh!! This is soooo horrible!! My DSL went kaput today...so i'm on freaking dial-up right now!! I bought an internet card...because one, I need it to finish our thesis revisions. two, I can't live without internet on a boring week! XD I'm using it on my laptop. And I keep on getting disconnected. Crap. Why now, of all days?! Why not next week, or last monday!! Arggghhhh!! Baka, baka, baka, baka!! I hate youuuuuuuuuuu!! They keep on playing with me, nasty unseen fortuitous events. Testing my patience, huh?! Well, I've had enough! See those !!s !! I'm mad! Why does something bad always have to happen to me...why not [censored], or [censored], or [censored], or even [censored]...why me T___T
I really don't like dial-up. Screw it! Tri-isys ISP Bonanza sucks!! I can't even go to their webpage o_O Anyway, I called the DSL provider [which sucks too.] and they said they'd go here tomorrow. I just hope they fix it tomorrow! Or else. Say byebye to everything I see.
I'm Blue @ 11:41:00 PM
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Well...waiting for Penny to send me the revised data I need to create the database...and i'm getting really sleepy waiting for it XD So, wattamidoingnow? Hm...downloading this new game Rex gave me, hehe...Ray Crash...Gundam-ish and Gunbound-ish game, hehe. It's worth a try, ne? After all, it's going to be a boring holy week. Well, aside from doing the thesis revisions, that is. I'm also waiting for the new Naruto Epi! Oh man, Gaara and Kimimaro's fight'll end, and I presume Sasuke and Naruto's fight will begin...but it won't air til March 30 T_T Sooo...um...er...uh...hm...see you two.
I'm Blue @ 10:23:00 PM
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Seikou!
Naruto, Sasuke! We passed our defense! Well...not with flying colors, but er...we passed! I thought we were really going waaay in deep ****
kasi we had two of the toughest panels [as far as rumors are concerned...]. I really have to thank GOD and my thesismates for this. Seriously :P
The panels were really giving us a hard time. I mean, they were telling us that our project options are almost the same, and requirements state that they should be totally different from each other [not our fault!]...hm...I think that was really the bulk of our Q & A...our project options...oh...and our database XD well, apart from those, they highly commended us in our presentation, and some other parts of our documentation [like Part I, veeery funny XD].
We celebrated [kind of.] after the paneling of course! Ate lunch in Rob with everybody...attended regular classes afterwards [though I really didn't want to go to class...my head hurts!]...my grandpa and mum also called me
kanina during BUSTAXA to congratulate me too XD I was thinking, "Thank God I passed :P" otherwise, I don't know what I would say to them.[let's try
..."Why are you congratulating me? I freaking failed! I wanna die!! *emotional breakdown and jumps from fifth floor* XD]...Ooh..not nice...*nods*
Hm...congratulations to Cess, Carmela and JP for passing their defense too. Way to go ^^ This has really been a veeery tough day for us. Sakit na rin talaga ulo ko eh XD
I'm Blue @ 8:56:00 PM
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Neo Melodramatic
Translated by:
MognetPorno Grafitti
Will you go? Will you run away? Do as you wish
Are you happy? Are you unhappy? Neo melodramatic
It blooms, but you can pluck it; your despair
Is this era neo melodramatic?
One scoop of my pure heart with a spoon
When I'm forced to take in the city, it's like eating candy
As I roll it on my tongue, there's no word in code
For "save me"
I always feel this cold and deep darkness
This place is already in the city's stomach
I'm overly happy, so I search for a dull razor
For my unhappy head
I'm engrossed in the leather of my watch that you boiled
From somewhere I can hear a passionate song
I get close to you, who is trying to cry
The past or the future? If it was really there
I think you'll be able to find out here
As I hold my breath, I slip into the crowd
It seems to be withering, the hope called identity
The atmosphere is snatched away from us
As we bask in the tepid wind on the subway platform
You are shattered, you've turned into concrete
I prayed for the rock's sake, that we be together until the end
Until I come to my end, I'll struggle along to
The best kind of end
I'm not trying to sould cool
But it seems as though we're the only ones here
Will you go? Will you run away? Do as you wish
Are you happy? Are you unhappy? Neo melodramatic
It blooms, but you can pluck it; your despair
Is this era neo melodramatic?
Your "love me" definitely sounded like
"help me" to me
From somewhere I can hear a passionate song
I get close to you, who is trying to cry
The past or the future? If it was really there
I think you'll be able to find out here
Will you go? Will you run away? Do as you wish
Are you happy? Are you unhappy? Neo melodramatic
I'm impatient to "bloom", with your power
This era's neo melodramatic
I'm Blue @ 2:40:00 PM
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Today has been stupid. T_T First, I wasn't able to watch a movie because I dozed off in the MRT. grr. Second, as always, either i'm being ignored by people or everybody's mad at me *sweat* Third, I won't be able to go to Tagaytay tomorrow because of our stupid projects. Fourth, my aunt is going back to the States on Sunday, and we haven't even gone out yet T_T ...This is how I feel right now:

*sigh* Oh well...I can't do anything about it...that's me anyway.
I'm Blue @ 11:55:00 PM

Got this from Rex's friend again...
1. YOUR HOROSCOPE?
Virgo.
2. SiNGLE OR TAKEn?
Single, dattebayo.
3. iN LoVe?
no.
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVEd?
everybody hurts me, even those who don't, so, hn.
5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOU TURNED SUiCiDAL?
because the world sucks.
6. iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF?
check the dictionary, maybe there's something about it.
7. COUNTRY OR CLASSiC?
classic!
8. PREFER CUTE/iDiOT OR SMART/UGLY?
what the hell...
9. ARE YOU iN A STABLE RELATiONSHiP WiTH YOUR BF/GF?
refer to number 2.
10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY FROM:
uh. my classmates...
11. HAVE A BEST FRiEND THAT iS iN THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?
no best friends, thank you.
12. WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU`RE DEPRESSED?
shutting up, ne?
13. CHEERFUL OR BORiNG?
borful, kukuku.
14. DESCRiBE A PERFECT DATE.
...ahou.
15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY iS BLUE?
let that nobody study science or have 'em search the net: type in a search engine, say yahoo: Why the sky is blue... ^_^
16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
hmph.
17. WiLL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MiSTAKE AGAiN?? WITH LOVE??
ugh. refer to answers above.
18. EVER HATED ANYONE LiKE HELL?
yes. you. *nod*
19. DO YOU DO ANYTHiNG WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?
try number 6.
20. GiVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELiNG NOW
sleepyboredhungryangryhappysad.
21. DO YOU BELiEVE iN YOURSELF?
uh...i guess.
22. EVER PHYSiCALLY HURT YOURSELF?
as a matter of fact, yes.
23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELf?
yesh.
24. MOTTO iN LiFE
...
25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT SOMETiMES?
doubted what?
26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELiNGS ABOUT A FRiEND FROM THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?
Are we on a talk show here?
27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO ABOUT iT?
...
28. iS FAME & MONEY THE MOST iMPORTANT THiNGS iN YOUR LiFE?
they're part of the most important things in my life, they're not JUST it.
29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPiNG?
appararently, yes i move.
30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP?
hm...what time? morning? dead of the night? afternoon? hm..? morning [YES...not a morning person anymore], dead of the night [YES...it's sleeping time, for god's sake! I need rest], afternoon [NOT REALLY.]
31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
gaara-like, heh. just kidding.
I'm Blue @ 10:36:00 AM
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Didn't I tell you two that when something enters my mind, it's kinda hard for me to let it go? Oh yeah...I did. Anyway, I can't remember how it exactly popped up but...I was sure it happened in the library a while ago :P The Japanese Art of Flower Arranging. Yeah. I know. Not exactly relevant to anything, but well...it did pop in my head. And well, as I said a while ago, I have a not-so-healthy habit of thinking about a lot of stuff until I know/solve it. I remember the
bagwa incident, hehe. Anyway, now I remember what it's called! Ikebana!! Yay! Now i'm worry free until erm...the next one, hehe...I was thinking of hana-something becase hana is japanese for flower...then I kept uttering something about the letter K. and what do you know...it has a K :P
La lang. Try not to make me think too much, Naruto, Sasuke...I don't want to be tormented anytime soon.
Hm...what else? Hm...oh. I found this japanese holiday as well :P It's called White Day. Yeah. And it ends now. Hehe. Exactly one month after Valentines...well, because it is related to Valentine's Day. I betcha you didn't know that, huh? Naruto? Sasuke? hehe...so, um...I'd like to have a Blue day please.
I'm Blue @ 10:40:00 PM
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Buy me a laserjet printer
OMFG. Naruto, buy me a laserjet printer...my freaking inkjet printer is taking so long to print our 130 page long thesis...i've been sitting here in this hot seat since 4 pm in the afternoon...look at what time it is?!?! 10 pm and I still have 24 [well, Penny calculated it...] freaking pages to go...not including the table of contents, transcript of interview, and appendices... *sigh* when this is all over, i'm going to sleep and eat all day...after I get back my money that is. Gonna waste around Php 1,500 just for this stupid thesis. Don't ask. I computed it. Oh well...i'm just going to go back staring at this life sucker PC. Don't forget the laserjet Naruto.
On the side note (Thank God.): The submission has been moved from 12pm to 5pm. I am so getting a good night's rest. Uh...after I finish printing, which is um...about an hour and a half away? :'-(
I'm Blue @ 10:04:00 PM
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Kokoro no Door
Translated by:
Mognetby: Chemistry
When I idly watch the winter lovers crisscrossing the streets
Suddenly, I'm filled with an illusion that I've been alone forever
Is it because, on that day
You opened the door to my heart
And then turned your back, carrying tears?
Why didn't I hold you then?
Why did I just watch you go?
I'm still not used to being alone
The first winter is here since you've been gone
If, on that day, you hadn't opened the door to my heart
Then would I still love you?
Why didn't I realize my feelings fade away?
Why did I just chase you with my eyes?
It's pathetic, but I kept onto my memories
And now, the first winter is here since I am alone
The remnants of the two of us are still left in this room
And the clock has stopped just for me
And I am standing still
Why didn't I hold you then?
Why did I just watch you go?
And now, the door to my heart is still open
And the first winter is here since you've been gone
Where are you now?
I'm Blue @ 10:45:00 PM

...Still have lots of revisions to do for our thesis. Good thing the deadline was moved to Monday...So sleepy. *yawn* But the problem now is that I can't sleep XD Ironic isn't it...so i'm just sitting here in front of my PC watching the new Naruto episode...for 3 times already. Can't get enough of Lee's antics...He was just awesome there! Not to mention the sand are now there to the rescue which means the next epi is going to be a blast...weee...stupid Sasuke, it's all his fault in the first place :P Oh well...go get 'em Naruto. I'll um...go back to staring now.
I'm Blue @ 1:42:00 AM
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Finally...I can rest. Well, at least I can sleep properly for a day, and in the comforts of my own bed... I think i'm taking a long break from sleeping from other people's beds and couches XD How troublesome. Need to let them fix my bed now...so tired. We've been so overproductive these past few days...I think i'm going to buy a new brain. It's dead. It's not working. Hm...what else...oh.
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LANI
(even though she doesn't read my blogs)
I think that's it for now. I'll get back to you two when I get a new brain, mmk?
I'm Blue @ 9:02:00 PM
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Welcome to Penny's House, Naruto and Sasuke! Maaah...I'm sleepy XD but don't tell 'em...so, i'm playing with Penny's trackball mouse...pretty cool :P Anyway, we went to the marketing conference thing this morning. Can you spell BORING?! Man, that conference made me more sleepy than I already was. We even left before it finished. Tin fetched us in PICC and we ate lunch with Tin, Cess and JP at Stars and Stripes if I remember correctly...ate a bit of everything so when the main course was served, I was already full...oh well, binaon ko na lang.What else...oh...we haven't really had a name for Tin's stuffed cat...Cess has a really green mind, I tell you.
I'm Blue @ 6:26:00 PM
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Did some of our thesis in Lani's house. We were NOT supposed to sleep again...but damn dream king is inescapable. Penny was the first one who dropped, then me...then Lani, like after she got out of the shower for 1 and a half hour (which was 6 am in the morning.) then went to class. Bummer. Talk about hectic. Tomorrow we're going to start another sleepless marathon this time at Penny's house...from Sunday til Monday o_O I am absolutely going crazy without proper sleep these days, so i'm saying sorry in advance if in case I'm edgy...damn thesis. Sino ba nagimbento niyan kasi. These are the times I wish na I'm living somewhere near the school vicinity. Anyway, Naruto and Sasuke, you are coming with me. I don't want to be stuck with two amazons (Penny and Lani) for three days you know. No buts.
I'm Blue @ 9:34:00 PM
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I'm losing myself again...Argh. I really tried my best not to sleep this morning because of that PAASCU interview thing...I was just reading a freaking book! I didn't realize I was dozing off...that pretty much happens when I try to relax...Kaya ayun...I wasn't able to attend because I woke up at 9 am again. S***. I'm so tired...I don't want to do anything anymore. It's annoying. I try to do things, but I always fall down. *sigh* I am breaking...life is just so cruel for me. I won't be sleeping later hopefully to do our thesis...I can't risk things anymore, yet I don't care anymore. Seriously screwed up. I don't make sense. Damn. I want to cheer up...but there's nothing to be happy about T_T Nothing...
I'm Blue @ 12:41:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Brain must work.
S***. I need my brain to work. Overwork it even. Plug it 24/7. As a starter, I'm taking these ridiculous exams. Results are shown because it's an achievement, ne? Whatever. Get in with it.
Advanced
You scored 87% Beginner, 93% Intermediate, 87% Advanced, and 55% Expert!
You have an extremly good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels's questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score.
The Commonly Confused Words Test
Test statistics:
Compared to users who took the test and are and in your age group:
100% had lower Beginner scores.
100% had lower Intermediate scores.
100% had lower Advanced scores.
100% had lower Expert scores.
With respect to Beginner, users aged 55 to 59 scored highest.
With respect to Intermediate, users aged 55 to 59 scored highest.
With respect to Advanced, users aged 55 to 59 scored highest.
With respect to Expert, users aged 55 to 59 scored highest.
Second:
ISFP - the Composer
Your Type is 0% Extroverted, 62% Observant, 37% Logical and 43% Structured
Your type is best described by the single word "composer", which belongs to the larger group, experiencers. You are very in touch with the physical world, and have an eye for detail. You are likely to be very artistic in some form or another. You don't wish to lead at all. Your attitude is very much "live and let live" to the point that others may have accused you of having no opinions or ambitions. You share your personality type with 10% of the population.As a romantic partner, you are nuturing and supportive, often putting your partner's needs before your own. You struggle when you feel anger or resentment, because the last thing you want to do is engage in confrontation. You need patience, support, and encouragement to discuss problems in constructive ways (as opposed to not at all.) You want a deep and intimate connection with your partner. You feel most appreciated when your partner is grateful for your thoughtfulness and willingness to help. You most want your partner to reciprocate with spontaneous thoughtful acts to show you how important you are to them.
The Quick and Dirty Personality Test
Third:
YOU WIN
Congratulations! Asswipe, you scored 0!
You more than likely wont annoy me. Congrats. Not many people have this power
The Will You Annoy me Test
Fourth:
Certifiably Sane!
You scored 93 in your Sanity!
Well you have indeed passed this little test. Though its pass or fail so im not sure how proud you should be. You have proven you are either sane, or understand my madness as much as I do. Who can say what the outcome is?
The Insane Riddles Test
Fifth:
The Slow Dancer
Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer. Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive.
While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships.
I'm Blue @ 12:49:00 AM
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