Friday, December 31, 2004
For the New Year
Hm...still can't sleep. So instead of wasting time, made this new layout for the new year. Meet version 4.0, Naruto and Sasuke all grown up XD
Less than 24 hours before the new year starts, then.
Happy New Year.
I'm Blue @ 2:40:00 AM
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
You're Killua!
Which Hunter x Hunter Character Are You?
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You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.
I'm Blue @ 1:12:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Agenda
Hm...my agenda, Naruto, Sasuke.
First. Siblings. Yeah. Been going out with them ever since they arrived here. I can't keep up with them that much though...I have lots of other things to do...But I think we've been to almost every mall I can think of...save the farthest and the er...i-don't-like-to-go-there-malls.
Second. The exercise thingy. Yep. Been doing that a lot lately...jogging around QC circle every afternoon seems good...however, when school comes again...I think I have to reschedule it every early morning.
Third. Anime. Ehm...i've been downloading tons of mangas and a couple of series...I just leave the PC on so the downloads can finish...I think this stupid PC o'mine hasn't been off for almost a week...oh well. don't care...as long as it doesn't get busted and erases all my hard work. Stupid greedy people as usual...there aren't that much seeders around so downloading some series are troublesome.
Fourth. Driving. Well...not really progressed that much. I managed to ask my sister to get me a student driver's application when she applied for one...I always forget to give her my birth certificate though. Still have a few days to get one before school starts though.
Fifth. Instruments. Same as my fourth, huhu. My brother doesn't want to teach my the violin...hmph. My dad won't buy me one either. He said that I should use what we have first. The piano. Hmph. Gah. I'll do it anyway. Nobody will teach me though so I'm planning to buy that Idiot's Guide to playing the piano...They don't want to hire a tutor for me anymore because of that violin tutorial incident that happened last summer. Seems like I'll have to do everything on my own, as usual.
Six. Food. Hm...no, i'm not indulging in food right now...it's the other way around, I suppose. I haven't been eating properly ever since vacation *grumble* I dunno...I don't feel like eating anymore...specially before christmas...didn't eat anything whole for at least 2 days...
Seven. Sleep. Oh my god. I'm having trouble sleeping...I have to fix this before school resumes or I'd be in big trouble. I don't want to sleep at 3 am in the morning and wake up at 8 am everyday, you know.
Eight. Travel. I think we're going to spend New Year in Tagaytay, which I hope will not get cancelled. We're planning on leaving on December 30 and be back here by January 2. I hope it doesn't get cancelled...not like my travel to the US! Grrr. My dad and mom are leaving for the US on August 4, without me! Damn school.
I'm Blue @ 8:30:00 PM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Xmas Pics Galore
Um...Hey! Pics...they may be a bit blurry because the webcam is stupid. Plus the office light ambiance is stupid too.
Clockwise (from top): Joji, Me, Kristta, JP
JP and Tata
Extra sa background yung isa...
Wala magagawa...birthday girl yung nasa background eh..
Angas daw...
Da 5 op us
Hm...the few times I smile ;)
Um...wacky ^^
Kristta and Me
Me and Tata
I'm Blue @ 1:55:00 AM
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Friday, December 24, 2004
meri kuri(Merry Christmas)
I felt that the distance between us had been greatly shortened
Suddenly our arms linked together, when we looked up to the cold sky
Picking out tea at a convenience store, we usually share it
I'm enveloped in your heart
I always, always
Want to look upon you who I love, at my side
Snowflakes, your warmth
Winter's present, look, it's snow
Even if painful things and lonely things collide somewhere
I swear that I'll be honest about the feelings I feel for you
"When you get frustrated, listen to this", the CD you lent me
Is your love letter in song form, to me
I always, always want to say
Hey, thanks for being together with me
The falling snow says
"Please hold the person that you love more tightly"
While searching for a present, I felt
The wonder of our feelings that were linked together, when they shouldn't have been
I always, always
Want to go on journies in search of the same dreams with you
Snowflakes, from the sky, on the corner
Our breath is white, look, it's snow
The white white snow's coming tonight,
Make a wish upon your kiss.
I'm Blue @ 11:44:00 PM
Advance..
Merry Christmas, Naruto & Sasuke...and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Kristta, Jojo and Joji!
well...in about 3 hours...cheers. Hope you two have a happy holiday with everybody else..I'll see you two later ^_^
I'm Blue @ 8:57:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Scramble
lyrics and melody by Suzuki Takayuki
instrumentals: UNSCANDAL
singing: Horie Yui with UNSCANDAL (Starchild Records)
Translation:
The things I want to tell you now weigh on me so heavily that
If it goes on like this, It feels like I'm going to shatter!
The feelings that I can't voice into words are so numerous that
They don't reach the person they're for,
Our distance is close, yet also far.
No matter where we are, we look at the blue sky the same way, but...
I'm starting to feel like showing you a cloudy sky [for some reason]
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
I'm shaking around unsteadily, but I want to fly into your heart!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
Floating softly and lightly,
Today, I am once again alone on a cloud!
The words I want to say to you have accumulated so much that
At this rate, it looks like it will become a song
I should be almost right beside you by now, but yet I'm still too far
I can't reach all the way to that person
It never goes well when I try to get there
To gaze at the sky which stretches whereever we go is nice, too, but...
To forever just look at that blue sky is simply not good enough!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
I'm shaking around unsteadily, but I want to fly into your heart!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
Floating softly and lightly,
Today, I am once again alone on a cloud!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
I'm shaking around unsteadily, but I want to fly into your heart!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
twirl, twirl, and spin around! twirl, twirl, and spin around!
Floating softly and lightly,
Today, I am once again alone on a cloud!
The song is catchy, nice rhythm...but once you get the meaning, it's not that cheerful anymore.
I'm Blue @ 2:52:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Gone Wild
Well, the family's gonna be here in a few hours. As of now, i'm eating strawberry donuts, watching Naruto from the beginning, and downloading HxH...grr. It's going to take a hell of a while to download...greedy people, there aren't that many seeds! Oh well...I have a lot of time, I think. I hope that doesn't happen when I download Gundam Seed and Full Metal Panic...bastards.
What in the world does "you need to get laid" mean? Hmph. Some friend of mine said that to me a while ago...gah. I am so going crazy. And two, I am never ever going to eat fruit cake again. Dammit, I didn't know some put alcohol in it. Grrrr.
I'm Blue @ 9:53:00 PM
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Monday, December 20, 2004
Make up your mind already
You Are Naruto.
Which Naruto Student Are You?
You are Sasuke!
Which Naruto Character Are You?
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YOU'RE UCHIHA SASUKE! Sasuke is the natural genius
offspring of the powerful Uchiha Clan. The most
outstanding Clan in Leaf Village, the Uchiha's
advanced bloodline give them the ability of the
Sharingan. This ability allows Sasuke to be
able to perform other's Jutsu just by having
once witnessed it in use, as well as the
ability to anticipate what a person may do
next, and see through GenJutsu among other
things.
What Naruto Character Character are You Most Like
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YOU'RE UZUMAKI NARUTO! Uzamaki Naruto is the main
character in the series. He is naturally
impetuous and tends to rush into combat without
thinking, and is very hyperactive. However, he
is capable of devising some quite clever Jutsus
when necessary. Naruto is the sealed nine-tails
demon fox, and when he is under great stress or
when his friends are severely threatened it
starts to become unsealed, don't miss this,
it's cool! He dreams of being acknowledged by
everyone in the Leaf village. He is an outcast
(nothing like being a demon to ruin your
reputation). He has a close bond with Iruka,
initially hates Sasuke (he still hates him, but
respects him too) and has a crush on Sakura.
Who hates him. Naruto also likes Ramen. A lot.
In fact, Kakashi once thought that Ramen and
being Hokage were the only things he thinks
about.
What Naruto Character Character are You Most Like
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I'm Blue @ 9:52:00 PM
Midnight Walk
Went out for a brief walk around the village just a while ago...yes, at midnight. Sorry, I can't help it...I really wanted to go out. It was cold, and dark and peaceful...and I was alone...and I liked it, heh. Too bad it was a bit cloudy...I could've star-gazed.
Just placed a Christmas stocking on my door. Bit childish, I know...We used to do that before, Naruto...put stockings on our doors a few days before christmas and have 'em filled with goodies on christmas eve...when I was with my family, that is. It's just decoration now. Nobody's going to fill it with goodies now, you know :P But who knows. They're coming here in 2 days.
I'm going to sleep now, Naruto, Sasuke. I'll see you two later. Good morning.
I'm Blue @ 1:51:00 AM
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
Birthday no Jutsu
*throw confetti*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my AUNT!!
*sigh* I really hate this month. You spend too much money for gifts. As if I have some...I don't have a job, you know. I'm not like other people who can get a job in a snap and spend money in a flash at the same time.
Well...just 3 more days until my family comes here, and 6 more 'til Christmas. I have 2 weeks to do everything I want to do. I don't want to go back to school anymore...I just want to fly to the US with my aunt next year when she goes back there...
Just finished reading your manga 243, Naruto. Heh. I knew it. Obito gave that eye to Kakashi. Lalala...*sigh* that was really cool. I wonder, how many people would be willing to give his/her eye to save you...me, I don't think anybody will. *sigh* How I envy those kinds of people...they have true friends, and of course cool jutsus.
I'm Blue @ 10:48:00 AM
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
Started my exercise thingy today...did 4 laps in QC Circle...it's not that bad. I have to do this more often since I have nothing else to do anyway.
I'm scared. I hope my scholarship doesn't get affected by that freaking 1.5 in BUSLAW...I don't know what to do if I lose that scholarship...My GPA stands at 3.0 flat, and I checked the website and it says that I should maintain a GPA of not lower than 2.0...but i'm still scared. What if... what if I get rejected this term? Stupid fat lady. I despise her. She's the one who has problems, not me. Hmph.
First time in the attic yesterday...All the wirings are up there, so I had to go up there to fix the network so I can get my internet back in my new room. It's hotter than a sauna bath up there. I'm not really a sweaty person, but man...just 5 minutes up there and I was like taking a bath in my own sweat. Not to mention it's too dirty. Gah.
I'm Blue @ 7:14:00 PM
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
Hate. Spite. Kill.
Gaaah!! I was having a fine day, damn it! Then the fat lady had to ruin everything! I WANT TO KICK AND PUNCH SOMETHING!! I was afraid I would get 1.5 or something in ACCMANA and INFOREM...it turns out that I was barking up at the wrong tree...Arghh. She doesn't even have the documents to prove those grades! How am I supposed to believe her...aaaaaah. I think I'ma gonna have to buy some anti-depressants...this is going to be one depressing holiday for me. My life span just got shorter.
I'm Blue @ 10:47:00 PM
Have A Break. Have A KitKat [Give it back, It's mine!!]
Well. Christmas Break has officially begun. I'm so excited. Yeah right. I'm going to have another boring vacation. Nothing surpising ever happens in this dump anyway. *sigh* I wanted to go the Lantern Festival in UP but nooooo...I have to stay here to watch over my grandma ^_~ *sigh*
I have to think of things I must do this break...let's see. First, exercise. *nods* Weird. That was the first thing that popped in my head, Naruto/Sasuke...Oh no! Do you think I'm having a health buff conscience?! *gasp* Noooo!! Oh well. As long as I can get out of this house everyday, no biggie ^_^ Second, study. What?! Who came up with that?? Oh...me XD Greeaat. I'm having a health and nerdy buff conscience. Well...who cares. Since my family is coming here next week, I'm asking my bro if he can teach me the violin PROPERLY this time. Oh, and piano lessons sounds great too. OOh....and I like this part. Driving lessons. I'm going to learn how to drive this time. Would you believe, I'm the only one in the family [and my mom] who doesn't know how to drive! Hmph. Why? It's because my grandparents don't want me to study how to [*sigh* living in the province can really be beneficial, not much parental supervision, hehe...but hey...I don't like it there] . They'd rather have the driver do the driving for me because they're afraid I might crash the car or something, hehe. Third, indulge. Oh yes. Food, Chocolates, Anime, Sleep...those stuff.
Well, ja ne Sasuke, Naruto...I'll see you later...off to watch Simpsons yet again.
I'm Blue @ 7:34:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Birthday no Jutsu
Happy birthday to JP [my sib]! Good thing she's not here in Manila yet...or she'll be asking for her present, heh. Speaking of which, I think they're coming here next week to spend Christmas. I have to buy 4 presents for birthdays then [I don't give one on Christmas...because I hate Christmas. ] XD They're all gonna be celebrating their birthdays this December. Great. Bankrupt yet again. Can anybody lend me money? Heh.
OK, back to watching Simpsons for me...I finished only 1 dvd last night...ja ne, Naruto, Sasuke.
I'm Blue @ 9:24:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
A++
I did it in 5 seconds.
I deserved an A++!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!At least I'm good at something...gah. I'm bored already.
I'm Blue @ 11:21:00 PM
Evil Light Average Dumbass
You're an average dumbass. The good part here is that you're average (it could be worse), but the bad part is that it's at being a dumbass.It's not much to brag about actually. Well maybe in your case it is.
You're evil allright, but just not evil enough to get the highest result on this test. You may kinda consider yourself to be the coca-cola light of evil.Not a bad result, but that backstabbing knife could be sharper.
I'm Blue @ 11:07:00 PM
Explosion
Finals week is over, thank God.
Naaasar talaga ako kanina. Gusto ko na magwala!! Huhuhu...I really hated that ADVPROG exam. I blame myself for everything. For not studying, heh. Then I made a freaking mistake in INCOMET! Argh. I really hate myself. I mean, helloooo...that exam was almost exactly the same as the activity she gave us as reviewer...and I made one stupid mistake. Just one stupid 0. Argghh!! Yes. I accidentally added a 0 after one computation...because I had no calculator. I was doing everything manually, and I'm rather clumsy with writing numbers without a calculator... *sigh* Of course I wasn't able to notice that when I rechecked thrice, because I had no calculator! arghh...I really despise myself right now.
Thanks for the Simpsons, JP... and for clobbering me kanina sa 8 warriors, hehe. I'll see you two later then. I'm off to watch the Simpsons...pampawala ng sama ng loob hopefully :P
I'm Blue @ 8:34:00 PM
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Monday, December 13, 2004
Burn Chouji!
Gaaaah...They moved my PC again!! Now I don't have internet XD They have to fix that by tomorrow or I'm never going back home again..heh...well, maybe just go home at 12 midnight :P I have to fix my damn room again...they've put silly, crappy things I don't need...plus, they messed up my books! I don't know where my school books are!! Arghh...Good thing I kept my CDs in my closet. Or else I'd really go Naruto-unleashes-Kyuubi-evil-chakra-and-i'll-make-you-all-pay mode.
Good thing Naruto 113 finished downloading before they removed my internet. Go Chouji! Damn...Naruto [the anime, not you bakayarou] really moves me everytime I watch it...haha, I guess it's because I have never experienced those kinds of things :P Lalala...you know, friends that will stick with you no matter what, a family that really cares for you, and all that stuff. So...I think I'll study tomorrow...I still don't feel like studying...besides, I don't know where my books are, so it's a perfectly good reason to not study.
PS. Don't forget the purple sponge! - Cess [make the long story short...Carmela's gift, a body wash for Cess. Cess has no sponge, hehe. I have extra. It's purple. She wants it. Bah. Loudmouth me. I have to give it tomorrow. Hm...I think I'll put salt and pepper on the sponge...nyahahha, para ready to cook na lang siya]
I'm Blue @ 9:51:00 PM
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HolymotherofArrrggggghhhhhhh!! Arghhh!! Arghh!!! Grrrrr!! I can't believe the exams today... INFOREM. ******* INFOREM. Mr. T told us to "study our previous papers" for our final exams. Final test started at around 8:30 am. Holy ****!! There were 3 ******* questions!! Three stupid, unrelated questions to any of our "previous papers"! We were like, "what the **** is this"?! Sheesssh. ****. OK. So maybe it wasn't really hard if you studied...well, duh. Do you think I studied what an example of a DSS is?! or what a ******* SCM or CRM is?! NO! I studied the "previous papers" for kami-sama's sake.
Then the break. A freaking 3 hour break. I was supposed to study ACCMANA. ****. Well, with Cess and Penny around, I really can't concentrate :P So, I gave up studying. **** that. So...the ******* exam started at around 1 pm. And holy ****. Jaw-drop. ****. I really didn't know anything. Well, I knew a little...but as if that's going to pass me the exam XD I was pretty sure the ******* questions were taken from the book and exercises...Mr. Banta just screwed up the questions so it'd be a little tougher. ****. I hated that.
*sigh* Then another freaking 3 hour break. Guess what we did? We were supposed to study BUSLAW by that time, but noooooooo. We wasted time in Plaza V. Talking about stuff. My *hick* personal life...which was never supposed to be spilled...but I gave Penny and Cess a tip of the iceberg nonetheless :P We played truth or dare. Heh. Penny got everything though. The natural environment was against her ^^. We only played for 2 questions though...all of which are Penny's. Then a moment of silence.
"Gusto ko maasim," Cess said. Told ya she was pregnant! Ehehe. Just kidding. Both of them bought green mango outside...I didn't like the
bagoong though. Anyway, stop putting that sour face, Naruto! I think we got high in salt and
bagoong...after eating, Penny and Cess had a food fight...erm...water and salt fight, to be more specific. Haha...It was really funny...what a way to waste time. We were running around Plaza V. trying to hit each other with NaCl [that's salt, Naruto] and H2O [wait...Cess and Penny were trying to hit each other...and i'm both their target XD] Anyway, it was really fun. Penny had salt on her hair, and Cess was a bit wet from the water. I...well I was good ^^ I wasn't as damaged as those two.
After all the raucous, we finally went to the room. Holy ****! Both of them still aren't finished playing around. Oh well. That BUSLAW exam was such a ****. It was a stupid 100 point exam, plus the stupidest essay question i've ever answered: "How many absences did you incur in BUSLAW 2?". Talk about duuuh. What kind of essay question is that?! My guess...she lost our index cards. Yeah. That's why for the past few weeks, she's been asking to pass around a yellow paper for attendance. ****. Damn. What a day. Parang sine...may action, suspense, horror [si Penny and Cess yun], drama [ACCMANA, huhuhu], comedy [si Penny and Cess ulit], atbp. *********************! Haha, try to guess that one, Naruto, Sasuke! Well, i'm stuck in school 'til 8:30...i told the driver to pick me up at that time because I thought that the ******* BUSLAW exam would be so long...**** it. ****, ****, ****. Oh my. Too much indecency. I'm going to wash my mouth with soap and antibacterial thingy later when I get home. I've been talking too many obscene words in 1 day [writing, technically....just the same.]
I'm Blue @ 7:28:00 PM
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
Family Time
*sigh* I'm in no mood to go out anywhere, not even outside my room...they're having family lunch in the great dining room right now, Naruto, Sasuke. It used to be a family tradition [every Sunday], before everbody left to live their own lives somewhere. Now that most of them are back...they're rekindling it again, I guess. But I don't feel like i'm part of any family right now. So I'm right here in my room. At least they brought me some food...I'm just going to stay in here all day, studying...so I won't remember some things that can depress me more ^^ See you two later.
I'm Blue @ 1:46:00 PM
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Saturday, December 11, 2004
Sleep and Wake in Misery
*yawn* I hate myself. Down to the last DNA. *sigh* I feel so miserable after waking up...just now :P It would seem that every night, before I sleep or wake [whichever fits], all the negative thoughts flow into my head. Hm...probably because this is the time when I'm really alone...where I can really think clearly. Every night, I think of all the other people who are better than me, nicer than me, smarter than me, happier than me, more loved than me and all the things i'm not and can never have...haha, Every night, I always feel i'm the underdog :P So every night, I always wish I were somebody else, living somewhere, in a different time. I wish that I could've been somebody else! Wouldn't that have been better? For everyone. *sigh*If only wishes come true, ne? But i'm not a kid, and I don't believe in that nonsense anymore :P
I'm Blue @ 10:21:00 PM
Spare Me
HSBC Young IT Entrepreneur Seminar went well today. The speakers were way better in explaining stuff than most professors I know in school...and way funnier too. There were 30 teams remaining out of uh...I have no idea...the paper will then be due 1 month after today, and I think that's not much time, it being holiday season and all. I'm happy enough we got in round 2 though...but it wouldn't hurt to dream of moving on and working on it, won't it? *sigh* 'Tis such a small world Naruto, Sasuke...I met a batchmate in high school in the seminar...I didn't talk to him though...we weren't close, even way back in high school.
After the seminar, the three of us [Penny, Cess and me] watched movies. We watched Nicole Kidman's new movie,
Birth. What a twisted movie. I like Nicole Kidman, but i'm sorry to say...the movie sucks. BIG TIME! Ugh. Gross. My not-so-innocent brain is corrupted even more XD Don't ask. It's just gross. What a senseless movie. Oh well.
I'm tired. I'm going to rest now, Sasuke. I'll see you two later.
I'm Blue @ 6:20:00 PM
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Friday, December 10, 2004
Warning. Warning.
Grrr. The people in this house is trying my patience. Specially the househelp. Only a few people have seen me get really mad...a few more wouldn't be that bad >:( I'm not really a violent person, Naruto, but i'm still a person...I lose patience and kindness. I snap. I remember the last time I got mad...quite destructive, I must say >:) So, you two better be nice to me...or else. I'm warning you.
Anyway, enough about me getting angry. Just warning you two...and myself. Thank God all those projects are done. I can at least rest for the weekend...then study for the finals. Well, see you two in a while. I'm off to watch Stepford Wives, again...JP lent me a dvd, or should I say, JP offered Cess the dvd, but I took it :P I love the trailers [well...just Team America and the Series of Unfortunate Events trailer]...and the deleted scenes [watch out for...Yeeha! Yeeha! and coffee?]...and the movie of course...oh and Nicole Kidman [I love her in black :P] Oh...I was just wondering...if there were just microchips implanted in their brains, how in the world can those stepford wives have those robotic thingies :P Oh well. Still like the movie anyway.
And as to most things I like, I quote.
Joanna: "Let me ask you something, these machines, these Stepford wives, can they say "I love you?"
Walter : "Mike?"
Mike: "Of course. 58 languages."
Joanna: "But do they mean it?"
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Stepford Wife 1: "Hi, Walter."
Walter: "Hi."
Stepford Wife 2: "You look great."
Stepford Wife 3: "I love you in khakis."
Walter: "They're new. A little experiment."
Stepford Wife 4: "Now I know why they call it Banana Republic."
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And my two favorite books by Bobbie Markowitz:
I love you but please die and Wait til he's asleep, then cut it off.
I'm Blue @ 7:43:00 PM
Breathless
Wow...how long has it been since I last talked to you two? Two days ago? Sorry, but this week has just been hell. We were practically cramming at almost every project there is...and it's getting harder for me to breathe, especially in the morning XD Asthma? Maybe... Argh.
This week, has certainly been the busiest week. I didn't even have enough time to relax! Well, I had little breaks for what, like 10-15 minutes...but of course, that isn't enough. I want to take a breather. I want the holidays to start, and the family to come here in Manila, and go to Subic or Baguio. Ugh...I just remembered. I can't bum around...exams week is next week XD Cruel world. Give me a freaking break!! Oh. I forgot about tomorrow...waaaa. I have to attend the HSBC seminar! Arggh...all these work is going to turn me to dust. Think...think of happy place...no happy place...waaaa. Think...think of something nice...what's nice these days?! Argh...I want to eat more cake. or sleep. or drool about absolutely nothing while staring at a space. or talk more to my imaginary friends. or go out. Anything.
I'm Blue @ 9:14:00 AM
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Quickie
I'm relaxing for a bit right now...then I have to work my ass off. I have to finish this ACCMANA tonight. Yes, even if it means no sleep, Naruto, Sasuke. Hmph. We finished our INFOREM paper, but I have absolutely no idea what we were writing there...we're going to have our defence tomorrow. Wish us luck...and hope that Mr. T doesn't give us oh-so-hard-questions-that-only-he-understands.
Hehe...um...mostly had cake today :P courtesy of JP, haha. Yum. And um...played indoor paper volleyball with Cess, whilst Tin was finishing off the INFOREM paper :P Oh yes. You heard that right. ^_^ It was fun, you two should try it next time haha. It's a good way to waste time, and at the same time exercise ^_^ *bing* Time's up. Back to Work. Ja.
I'm Blue @ 10:33:00 PM
When Thinking is Dangerous
Early Late to Bed, and early to rise; Makes a man
healthy, wealthy and wise a what? An Unhealthy, Unwealthy Nutcase. Good Morning. Oh yes. I'm up early, but I slept pretty late...around 2 am, trying to finish off as much schoolwork as I can.
They say that dreams have a meaning. They're there to warn you of impending events, like an early warning system telling you to take action before things become too late to handle. They also say that dreams are manifestations of your desires. That they're there because you have a want for that thing. So which is mine?
I dreamt of something during the brief time I was asleep today, Naruto, Sasuke...weird dream actually...I was in different places, but everything was connected.
-start dream sequence- I met a friend in the train station. However, I did not talk to him. More like, never actually talked to him during the travel. Then I was in some sort of a high school gathering [I remember it was a music lecture, the teacher was telling us about an exam, of which I was fondly not listening]. Two people came up to me [their eyes were red from crying, I can tell] and said, "
Kausapin mo na nga siya, ginawa na namin lahat para bumalik siya... 'di mo daw kasi siya kinakausap." o_O It was the same person I was with in the train...He was hurt? Because I did not talk to him? Then I was in a room, more like, his room. He was crying. I well...I talked to him. I made him to stop crying. So I guess he was hurt because I did not talk to him way back. Then we were in a mall. My friend and I were racing to the highest floor, we were both happy...and there the dream stops.
-end dream sequence- So...what do you think you two? Does that dream tell me to do something or does that dream tell me that I want something? I have no idea. Oh. Before I forget. I remembered all the names of the people in that dream, I mean it was in a high school scene...and I mostly did their descriptions for the yearbook, so of course I remember. But the funny thing is...I recognize that friend's face, but until now, I can't remember who he is. XD
I do not forget, I just choose not to remember. I made this up just now, hehe. Or probably I've heard of it somewhere told by someone, which I am now trying to claim as my own. Whatever. Just remeber that, Naruto, Sasuke. I do not forget things, or people, or anything...it's just that, I chose not to remember them. No difference? I think there is, mind you, Naruto. Forgetting something is quite involuntary, meaning memories dissipate without you knowing it :P Choosing not to remember is not, because of the operative word choice ^^ Or something like that. Whatever. I've been thinking too much XD Anyway, just wrote this so I won't forget, so even if I choose not to remember...it'd still be here. ^_^
I'm Blue @ 6:17:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
OMG
OMG. That's probably the most common phrase I've said today. I just can't believe it :P I mean...OMG! We qualified for the 2nd round of HSBC Young Entrepreneur Contest Thingy...hehe...honestly, Naruto...I never thought that we'd be able to get in! I mean, haha...er...I dunno...our proposal was a bit silly for me. But hey! We made it!! ^_^ Cheers!!Naruto, Sasuke! I'm glad [and speechless] that we made it to the 2nd round though...We're going to the seminar on Saturday ^^
OMG. That ACCMANA project is still due XD Argghhh. I thought the old man has forgotten about it but it would seem that his mind is still intact, unlike me :P
OMG...after the long battle in my mind...I have finally arrived to a decision about that company website they offered me to do...I'm going to turn it down...they're offering quite a hefty amount but I realized that i'm going to have PRAC1 next term and I think that would just take up most of my time...oh well :( I hope other opportunities come up...'cause I reaalllly have to save money to buy that game console! Wala lang ^_^ My savings pretty much went kaput again... *sigh* I really have to save money...no spending for food, clothes, and other miscellaneous stuff from now on!! So...anybody here who's kind enough to treat me on um...food and stuff? ^^ Naruto? Sasuke?
I'm Blue @ 4:46:00 PM
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Monday, December 06, 2004
*poof*
Traffic this morning was so uber screwed. The usual 30 minute ride from home to the MRT station took me a freaking 1 and a half hour!! God. My time was soooo wasted. And I was all set for the day because I can get out of the house again...hmph, how ironic. I should practice flying [or yes, the usual *poof* you ninjas do] next time...it's less hassle. It's like I loose faith in something everyday....oh well :P
Well, at least we are having more progress with our INFOREM paper...sort of. Honestly, wala talaga ako maintindihan about the project...or the subject itself for that matter XD I blame the professors. *nods* Hm...currently waiting for the bell to ring so I can get to class...buuut...I'm wishing that the INFOREM and BUSLAW profs will be 'indisposed' again...why? They bring the definition of boredom to an unimaginable extent [try boredom raised to a googolplex]. *sigh* So I guess I'll be seeing you two later when I get back home...
I'm Blue @ 4:16:00 PM
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Sunday, December 05, 2004
*Sweat*
Em...I copied this from Rex's friend :P Can't think of anything to write down as of the moment, Naruto, Sasuke...my brain has been down since thursday ^_^ so...here we go:
1.Anong nararamdaman mo ngayon? clueless
2.Masaya ka ba ngayon? On what aspect? Family [a little]? Friends [a little]?
3.Bakit ka nagsasagot ng survey? Wala ako magawa eh :P
4.Wala ka bang ginagawa? Actually meron...marami sobra, di ko lang magawa kasi di ako makaisip
5.San ka galing kahapon? School...I know, yesterday was a Saturday...bah.
6.Anong gusto mong gawin mamya? Sleep.
7.Eh bukas? Uh...finish unfinished businesses :P Mostly schoolwork XD
8.Kumain ka na ba? It's almost 11 o'clock...of course!
9.Cno huling taong nakausap mo sa phone knina? I rarely use the phone...mobile or land line.
10.Meron ka bang iniisip ngayon? I dunno...maybe, probably, uh...none?
11.Anong gusto mong kainin ngayon? Strawberry Crepe and Cakes!!
12.Meron ka bang mahal ngayon? Nada.
13.Meron ka bang problema ngayon? Yes, lots. Thank you very much for reminding me.
14.Asan mga kapatid mo? Cebu and Tacloban.
15.May pamangkin ka ba? Yes...just recently :P
16.Anong mga pinagkakaabalahan mo? School work...games :P
17.May kagalit ka ba ngayon? Yep. Galit ako sa mundo.
18.Ano ang pinakamagandang nagawa mo ngayong linggong to? Come to think of it, none.
19.Anong wish mo ngayong pasko? To be in somebody else's shoes :P
20.Anong resolution mo para next year? ...
I'm Blue @ 10:46:00 PM
The Love Bug
by m-flo loves BoA
*That's the way it's gotta be... Oh! She got, she got
kokoro no katachi... La la la love bug
kawaranai... So what, what you sayin' love?
No matter how things may be
kono mama fall...OK, OK, what more can I say?
Fall shitemo ii... Ooh wee!
nani mo... Saturday
iranai... saranghae
Just tell me that you want me... Come on!
ashita ni nattara wasureru yo, toka itta noni
hikizuru kimochi for you, nazeka tomaranai
Kinda like an apple pie, soto wa DORAI dakedo nakami
Soft & sweet... doko kara start shiyou
Once again it's the cosmic ARAMO-DO
oishii from head to toe, MAJI good to go...
UH UH! All-out-all-day-all-night
Please believe it! yeah yeahuso ja nai 800 call Rockwell, you a fly bijin!
you wanna ride with me?
Drop-top no 9(kyu)banme no kumo ni notte Take me there
** Tell me what you think of me... Oh! She got, she got
oshiete hoshii... La la la love bug
donna fashion? ...So, what, what you sayin' love?
donna MEIKU ga ii?
Wanna be your girl... OK, OK, whata more can I say?
Wanna be your one & only... Ooh wee!
nani mo... Saturday,
iranai...Just tell me that you want me... Come on!
Baby shake it like a BA-TEN, no taboo
BABU- amaeru specimen hashitte escape shiyou
Just the TWO futari de of us... got the KAGI hiraku
Basement 30(sanjuu) Relaxation shimasu
International jimaku-tsuki
Sharp like a hamono vamonos boogie
Horoscope iranee koko iriguchifor you & I sore ga manifesto... Let's go!
keshou tears de ochiru hodo kandou
la vie musou suru kimi sukoshi ijou
yozora ni mau dress silk chiffon
SANTORA-tsuki no LOVE STORY stars for sure!
For sure! gin no helmet baby
kabutte seatbelt shite say it
Cuz some day, one day, you'll be mine...
And make love for the very first
Time tonight... dare mo... kidzukanai... soshite
Live the life... honto... yabakunai?
Under the spell... for real... ichido talk shite
Make you mine!
* repeat
doko sagashitemo no where to be found
I'm alone, do you know hitori no toki no feeling
I got the bad case of interplanetary love jones!
Oh no doushite konna ni tsurai no baby?
She loves me...
He loves me not..OH! He loves me...
She loves me not..OH! She loves me...
He loves me not...OH! He loves me...
She loves me not...
Oh, He loves me...loves me... loves me not
Oh, She loves me...loves me...loves me not (yeah)
M-F-L-O...needs LOVE!
** repeat
* repeat
Catchy song, hehe...love that beat and that voice ^^
I'm Blue @ 5:41:00 PM
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
Sims 2!!
Yatta!! Finally...Cess gave me MY Sims 2 CDs nyehehe...and guess what? It works!! I know how to make it work now, Cess!! Yay!! Sorry, Gotta go...don't want to mess up my sims family ^_^ I'll update later, hehe...bye Naruto, Sasuke!
I'm Blue @ 7:26:00 PM
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Friday, December 03, 2004
Lady Luck.
Lady Luck was on my side today, I must say. I was able to get out of the house...been in the mall for 5 hours. Practically did nothing though...'cept bought a few stuff [like new ink cartridges and a gel :P] then strolled around. I think I rounded the whole mall 4 times. Then got my hair cut. [Grandpa: you call that haircut?] Kuso. Mind your own hair. I don't like my hair that short. And then went to eat, of course. Didn't I say lady luck was on my side today? Well...I was kinda short on money after buying stuff...and all I could afford was a cheeseburger meal, Naruto. And 'lo and behold!! A lady told me, "
nalaglag pera mo". $_$ *kaching* Whooppeee!! Extra money, Sasuke! OK...it wasn't really my money you two...It just so happens that it was directly placed strategically from my seat, aligned to my left pocket where I put my mobile and handkerchief [I'm sure it wasn't mine, OK. I keep my money in my wallet...on the right side of my pocket...every single cent of it is there]...catch the drift, Naruto? Well, it would seem like it did fall from my pocket when I got my mobile or hanky ^_^ OK...so it doesn't sound good...so it wasn't my money...BUT WHO CARES?! Finders keepers. I'm so tired of being so nice all the time, anyway. I don't even like to yell saying, "
Sino nakawala ng 50 pesos dito?!" or kindly give it to a staff and say,
"May nakahulog ng pera dito." Hmph. So sue me. It was just a 50 crispy new buck anyway...so I ordered additional stuff...and ate.
Of course, luck comes to an end when I'm back home. Like right now. I wouldn't say it was bad karma not giving the puny amount to the authorities [bah...I don't believe in authority that much anymore you two]. It's just the way life is for me ^_^ Good thing there's Naruto...no, not you Naruto...Naruto the anime, baka. Finished downloading the latest epi. They're pursuing Sasuke now...yes, you Sasuke. And what an awesome episode it is. Shika is so smart, I wish I had his brains. Naruto is so noisy, I wish he'd shut up ^^ [just kidding! I appreciate you the way you are, my imaginary friend. haha]. And the others are simply great. Go teamwork! And speaking of teamwork...we're going to do our INFOREM paper tomorrow...after I hopefully meet those company people. Lady Luck, I hope you're with me tomorrow!
I'm Blue @ 10:34:00 PM
Blackout.
Arrrghh...it's not that I don't like not having classes...it's great! No classes for almost a week [or probably equivalent to 4 schooldays]! But...Storm + No Classes = Not Good. Why? I can't get out of the house!! They won't let me...and then let's see...add something to the already killer equation. Storm + No Classes + Blackout + No Food = one god damned bored cranky crazy stupid frustrated depressed hopeless lonely ranty ferdi. Yes. Add the fact that there was no electricity yesterday XD It's like you're so far from the known civilization. No TV, No Radio, No PC, No Cold Juice Drinks, No Microwaveable Popcorn, No 3 minute cup noodles, No Electric Fan, Nothing to Read or Write [I can't see in the dark that much even with a candle, Naruto]...even my freaking mobile phone is useless [just the fact that not a lot of people texts me delineates it to something useless, Sasuke]!! Waaaaaaaaaaah!!!!! I don't want to live like that!
*sigh* During these times I wish I had somebody close with me :P Somebody I can talk to so I won't feel [read above equation #02, too long to repeat :P]...I didn't even sleep well last night because there was no electricity. I don't sleep well when there's no electricity...I usually just stare into space for hours until I pass out/sleep.
Good thing electricity was back when I woke up...hehe. I wish there won't be any blackouts anytime now...because i'm downloading Naruto 112!! and I'd like to do other things too. I'm going out today Naruto, Sasuke...better take care of things for me while I'm gone, mmk? OR FACE MY WRATH!!!
I'm Blue @ 11:32:00 AM
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Thursday, December 02, 2004
Help Wanted.
Man. I need to change my blog name!! I found out that i'm not the only one with a blog named
Lost in Thought...how original. how troublesome. Can anybody give me a new clean, cool, catchy blog name? *sigh* Guess I have to add that to my plans...think of a new blog name ^^
I wanted to go out today since we have no classes...but gaah...stupid weather. Too unpredictable. So now i'm stuck heeereeeeeee...with you two, Naruto, Sasuke!! and the household of course...
I'm Blue @ 1:42:00 PM
Short Notice.
Yay. No Classes today...now why in the world am I up so early? I dunno :P Thanks to the weather, I don't have to study for ACCMANA, hehe...I fell asleep even before studying it XD I just pray that there won't be any institutional make-up for this. Woow...shortest post ever. Oh well, back to sleep. I still have to continue my dream ^_^
I'm Blue @ 7:43:00 AM
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Oh the usual.
*sigh* I think the only good time I had today was when my aunt arrived this morning...and the rest, let's just say I'd rather bury them/myself [whichever fits] six feet below the ground. Classes were the usual...dead boring.
Kaya yun...naglaro lang kami ng text twist during INFOREM, kumain ng dingdong during BUSLAW, and um...sat during INCOMET. I wasn't even fetched by the damned driver after classes!! So as usual, I got harrassed in the LRT and MRT.
Oh well, Naruto, Sasuke...see you guys later...have to do homework XD PS. This ramen smells funny, but tastes good, Naruto...hehe.
I'm Blue @ 10:24:00 PM
Surprise!
My grandpa woke me up at exactly 1:30 AM today...I was reaaally pissed off at first because he kept on poking me and saying, "may gustong kumausap sa yo, may bisita ka"...I was like, What the hell?! I have a visitor at 1:30 AM in the morning?! Who in the world visits somebody at 1:30 AM in the morning?! And at 1:30 AM!?!!! My grandpa helped me walk to their room because I was a bit unstable, I still wasn't walking properly, hehe [well, I was still half sleeping, you know] and then when I entered their room...SURPRISE! Most of the household was there...and on the chair was my aunt!! My aunt who's been working in the US for around 2 years now...it was really a surprise...I mean, nobody knew that she was coming back here anytime because of her work...Haha, this one's funny...I think she was talking to me and kept on hugging me for a good 2 minutes and um...I don't remember a thing she said...because I was still half-sleeping :P And then my grandpa said, "May gustong kumausap sa yo" and handed me the phone. o_O And I thought that my aunt wanted to talk to me :P And SURPRISE!! It was my other aunt, Jade a.k.a. Sugar ^_^ She's still in the US though...again, I only half-listened when she was talking on the phone because my other half was still sleeping, hehe...after all the commotion of around 15 minutes though, I said good night again, wrote this [so I wouldn't forget] and went back to the dreaming...ZZZzzzzzzZzzzz.z...
I'm Blue @ 1:53:00 AM
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