Time to Rest

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Addiction.

Hey you two...how's the new room? Yeah...still needs a little bit of redecorating. I'll help out later, hehe...Still loaded with tons of school work XD You name the subject, there's something that needs to be done. Kuso.

Argh...You and your obsession with ramen, Naruto...you got me infected XD I was looking for cup noodles when I arrived home...and guess what? I didn't find any. Kuso. So I went to the nearest grocery store and bought some...arrghhhh...But I must admit, i'm now satiated :P I was pigging out the whole day and I got satiated after eating one lucky me instant ramen...hehe.

Uber boring day as usual. Same old stuff...gah. I don't want to think about it. I'd rather think of the pranks and chats I had with my friends. Like how Alexander the movie was so gay, new movies we'd like to watch, backstabbing professors [like how monotonous our BUSLAW is], beating Carmela's top score in text twist on her handheld, bugging Penny [like pulling out her hair, nyehehe], bugging Cess [like telling how her bag resembles Power Rangers, figure it out for yourself, hehe] ...now that was fun. And I had to go home in the end...*poof*

I'm Blue @ 11:10:00 PM

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Monday, November 29, 2004

Letters.

Well, we're going to transfer to a new room now, Naruto, Sasuke...They're cleaning things up, and I, the same. I'm taking my stuff out of my closet, and I found some interesting things I never thought I'd find...letters. :P Yeah, and a whole box of 'em. You know, I never threw away any of those letters, hehe...they hold sentimental value...like the letter I got for Christmas from Cyril [who's now studying in Japan] or from Edgar [a Spanish friend in England] or from Kitty [from Australia] or even from my sister [she gave me a drawing of hm...Sailormoon XD]. Haha, I even found this birthday gift I got when I was still in grade school...it came from the class ^_^ It was just a folder...with chocolate designs everywhere *yummy* and in it were dedications from each of my classmates and our teacher...*sigh* I wish I could go back to that time and stay there.

Oh...I don't think I'll have any internet connection for my PC for a couple of days when I transfer to the other room...they still have to put the network connection there.

Hm...somebody called me about making a company website for them... XD What the hell?! How in the world...pfft. I'm excited though when they talked about $_$. Oh yesh. They're going to pay me for making their website...cool, huh? But um...I think I'd need a bit of help here :P I'm meeting them on Saturday for some proposals...I really want to do this. I mean, hello income! This could be a good start, you know...They're asking about my rates though, but um...I've never done this before hehe...so I kinda avoided the question everytime on how much they'd pay. So, does anyone know how much I can ~~pilfer~~ get from them? You know, as fees?

I'm Blue @ 1:50:00 PM

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Sunday, November 28, 2004

Room.

I'm feeling a bit better now...I figured I just needed to go out more often instead of staying at home where I always feel frustrated...School, mall, wherever...as long as I'm out ^_^ Had fun today...and also yesterday, I guess... :P What else...hm...Ah. I have to go ask my grandma tomorrow if I can transfer to the room downstairs...it's small, but at least I can be alone again. I talked to my mum last friday about me leaving this place, and well...she said it's absurd [She's right, of course...I mean, I don't have any where else to go if I leave, plus I don't have any income yet to support myself...] So she told me to ask my grandma about that room downstairs, which I'm going to ask her tomorrow. I just pray she allows me to stay there...

Oh...belated Happy Birthday to Rock Lee yesterday, hehe...

I'm Blue @ 10:56:00 PM

Out.

I'm too lazy to get out of bed today...but after a really, really loooooooong argument with myself, I'm now up. After I finish eating this white and sticky stuff, called puto [my grandma always buys this for me every Sunday, after she goes to mass.] I'm going out, again. Can't really stay at home these days ;P Well...be back later Naruto, Sasuke...take care of my stuff while i'm out, ok? I'll bring some food later :P

I'm Blue @ 2:56:00 PM

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

Insert appropriate title here.

Went out with Cess, Lani and JP today. We went um...shopping. I well...I just didn't want to stay at home so I went out. [Insert something else to say here.]

I'm sorry...my brain cells aren't really working right now, so most probably whatever i'm going to write here is absolutely gibberish..Plus I don't have anything to tell to you two... :P Well, maybe just one, Naruto, Sasuke...I bought my first nephew a gift...well, i'm not really into giving [nor receiving] haha...especially for [and from] my relatives. But I dunno...It just crossed my mind to buy something for him. I'm not really a conversationalist [especially at home], you know...so when I got home, I went to Princess' room and er...gave her the gift, said "Pillows. For AJ.", and went out...she was even half sleeping when I gave her the gift, so I guess she was like, "What The Hell [ano yan bomba?!] ?!". After two hours though, she texted me. It's really funny. We're living in the same house, our rooms are basically right in front of each other...and she texted me...I told you, we're not really that close...we even text just to talk to each other :P ...our conversation went something like...

----start SMS mode----

P: "Kanino galing to?"

F:"Me...I bought it."

P:"Thank You :D"

I didn't answer after that...after about half an hour, she texted again.

P:"I said thank you."
[She's really troublesome...but I didn't want to be in trouble so I texted back.]

F: "np. 'lagaan mo yang baby mo."

P:"Thanks again. *mwaah* good night" [eew. gross. XD]

---end SMS mode----

Well...that's it. Sorry had to share it with you two...it's just that this was a really rare time when the two of us are actually nice to each other, hehe...and I just wanted something nice to keep and remember...even if it is from her. Well, tomorrow's another day. I have to think of a place to go tomorrow...I don't want to stay here at home...so i'll be seeing you two later. Good night, Naruto and Sasuke.

I'm Blue @ 11:47:00 PM

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Friday, November 26, 2004

Pride.

Ferdinand, you're more sinful than the average person. And the thing you most need to keep an eye on is Pride.

If you aren't careful, your drive to excel at all costs may ultimately be your downfall. Feeling proud of your successes might be a gratifying way to acknowledge your work and position in life. Still, you should beware of prioritizing your achievements above other things and using them as a way to feel superior to others. But you're not alone. Pride is an ancient vice and you can learn how to keep this temptation in check.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/sevendeadlysins

I'm Blue @ 10:21:00 PM

Space.

Hmph. I thought it was going to be a good day. Everything was fine earlier...went to school early to do our INFOREM project...then we had no class in INFOREM [my only subject every friday]...and played Naruto with JP for about 2 and a half hours [I only beat him twice...using quite useless characters.] And then I had to go home. I had to go home, just to find out that my room was rearranged...they placed a new bed because my uncle is staying here [He smokes in the room! I hate smokers.]. And I was shoved in a corner...Everything is being taken away from me here...I'm losing space...I don't want to stay here anymore...I'm trying to convince my mum...I don't know what to do...I hate staying here at home. I can't take it anymore...If things go worse, I'm going to find a place to stay on my own.

I'm Blue @ 9:32:00 PM

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Chakra!

Ferdinand, your most positive energy is flowing from your Sixth Chakra.

This chakra is located in the center of your forehead and is often called the third eye. The sixth chakra represents your ability to see and really know truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your sixth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to be accepting of the people and events in your life rather than pass judgment on them. You're also likely to have developed a higher level of intuition than most people have.

Whether they're allowing positive energy to flow or preventing it from doing so, all seven of your body's chakras contribute to how you are feeling on a day-to-day basis. When they're balanced, you feel energized and at the top of your game. When they're unbalanced, you may feel tired or 'off'. While we have focused on identifying the one chakra that allows your positive energy to flow most freely, we have also discovered the ways your other six chakras are handling the passage of energy.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/chakra

Seee...I have chakra too, Naruto, Sasuke! Nyahaha. Coool.

I'm Blue @ 10:56:00 PM

Untitled.

by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me.

Don't you just love that piano playing back there, Naruto, Sasuke? :P

I'm Blue @ 10:16:00 PM

Baby.

Guess what? My cousin just gave birth. Huh? I didn't tell it to you two before?! ...Oh. Well, yeah...I guess I just didn't want to talk about it before...anyway, I don't know if it's a boy or girl yet [even way before the delivery]...because...I don't like to talk to her much :P Anyway, I wonder what that makes me? An uncle? omg. I hope not. XD

I accidentally overslept on my way home in the train XD At least I just missed one station :P Stupid thing in my head...hehe. Said that I shouldn't wake up. Too bad, I guess hehe.

Yay! I thought we were going to have a make-up class in INCOMET today...good thing she wasn't able to submit the form on time, hehe...I was able to go home earlier! Anyway, I'm just waiting for Anbu-Aone to put up their Naruto 110-111 version :P I don't like any other translator besides them ^_^ So...I think I'ma gonna watch Smallville first...then do school stuff :P See you later, Naruto, Sasuke.

I'm Blue @ 7:17:00 PM

Bleary.

Arggh. Cess, If I fail tomorrow's ACCMANA quiz...I'm going to kill you. Hindi lang naman ikaw kelangan mag-aral di ba? :P I haven't even had the time to rewrite nor finish the assignment. Sheesh...I can't even finish this ELEMSTA presentation right now. I can't do it by myself, at the dead of the night [Why do it at night then? Because I only have time to do it at night, duh.] I don't even know if what i'm doing is right...so don't blame me if this thing goes wrong. I've only done four numbers and i've already reached nine pages. Talk about loooong.

Thank God you're not my partner in PRAC1 anymore [I'm sure you're oh-so happy too ^_^] ...haha..big relief :P You won't be able to boss me around anymore [Si JP na ulit] , bwahaha...instead, I'll be the one bossing Penny around, hehe.

Anyway, now I need to sleep. I can't take any more of these numbers and analysis. Too much for my head. Dying because of analyzing and interpreting surveys isn't exactly what I had in mind for suicide, you know :P Anyway, Good Morning to you two, Naruto, Sasuke...Now isn't it nice to hear someone greet you? Good morning.

I'm Blue @ 2:03:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Brain-dead.

-_- Why did I even go to that PRAC1CA thing...it's crap. All you need to do is to fill up some freaking paper!! Somebody could've done that for me, you know. Damn. And now, i'm stuck here in school. With absolutely nothing to do...well...yeah. I did my ACCMANA homework [I was only able to answer 2 out of the 5 questions...why? I wasn't listening to the prof in his discussion yesterday, that's why]. I'm trying to do our ELEMSTA right now in the School Computer Lab, but again, nothing comes into my head. Bah. Stupid. I don't know what to do XD Stupid, Stupid, Stupid!! AAarrrghhhhh...I hate myself even more now XD

I'm Blue @ 3:11:00 PM

What?

Mornin' Sasuke, Naruto...What? Oh...I finished reading the Sandman this morning [How many times do I have to tell you, Naruto, that he is not Gaara!!] Anway...aah...I still feel terrible XD I feel so spaced out. Void. Nothing. I haven't been doing things right these past few days o_O *scratch head* See, I don't even know what I'm supposed to be talking about...hm...what was I supposed to be talking about?? Aaaah...I don't even know what I'm supposed to be doing. I can't put a schedule in my mind XD I'm loosing it, I suppose...Anyway, I'll see you two later...Have to get ready for school...stupid PRAC1 thing. Bye.

I'm Blue @ 10:29:00 AM

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Morpheus.

No, not the one in The Matrix, Naruto. Sasuke, however is correct :P ...He is the Dream God in mythology. Well, I am currently reading The Sandman [I was able to borrow the comic book from Penny]...and yeah, the main character is none other than Morpheus himself. The story is absolutely fascinating. I've only read the first book, yet I still want to read it again. Heck, I'm doing it right now :P Everything in it is just pure genius. The characters, the plot, the lines...it's definitely worth a read. But um...It's kinda a bit R-Rated XD You know, adult themed...But it very well blends into the story.

Most characters there are easy to recognize as well...if you happen to read mythology, that is [and probably why I was attracted to it].For example, there's the Triumviate gods of Hell...Lucifer Morningstar, Azazel and Belzebub...I know there's supposed to be only one ruler of the underworld but hey, if you read, you'll understand why. The Justice League is also there!! :P Then there's Morpheus' stuff...the bag of sand [hey, he's the Sandman anyway...No, he's not Gaara, Naruto!!], a helmet made from the bones of a dead god, and his ruby, the materioptikon. The things in the story are absolutely genius I tell you, Naruto, Sasuke. Anyway, back to reading....I'll just leave you two guys with a fascinating dialogue between Choronzon, a Duke of Hell and The Sandman in their battle of wits to obtain this precious thing[I tell you Naruto, he's not Gaara. *sweat*]. I'll just update later...See ya!

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Choronzon: "I am a dire wolf, prey-stalking, lethal prowler."
Morpheus: "I am a hunter, horse-mounted, wolf-stabbing."
Choronzon: "I am a horsefly, horse-stinging, hunter-throwing."
Morpheus: "I am a spider, fly-consuming, eight legged."
Choronzon: "I am a snake, spider-devouring, poison-toothed."
Morpheus: "I am an ox, snake-crushing, heavy-footed."
Choronzon: "I am an anthrax, butcher bacterium, warm-life destroying."
Morpheus: "I am a world, space floating, life nurturing."
Choronzon: "I am a nova, all-exploding, planet cremating."
Morpheus: "I am the universe - all things encompassing, all life embracing."
Choronzon: "I am anti-life, the beast of judgement. I am the dark at the end of everything, the end of universes, gods, worlds, of everything...now, what would you be, dreamlord?"
Morpheus: "I am hope."

Hope, huh...

I'm Blue @ 8:08:00 PM

Hurt Ferdi Day.

My feet hurts (from walking and running.), My eyes hurt (from staring at the screen almost the whole day and figuring out how to answer this ELEMSTA assignment.), My bum hurts (from sitting all day.), My hands hurt (from typing and writing all day.), My stomach hurts (from not eating properly the whole day.), My mind hurts (from thinking about this ELEMSTA assignment.) XD Wow...it must've been "Hurt Ferdi" day today. Greaaat. Wouldn't it be just awesome if I was dead? Just imagine...you have nothing to worry about when you're dead. *sigh* If only I had the guts, I would've done it a long time ago...really. ^_^ I wish I was just like my PC...almost dying, hehe. It hanged up on me twice! Stupid PC. Anyway, I hope you two don't do something bad to me... XD I'm still not done doing this ELEMSTA assignment. I'm having a hard time figuring this assignment out...why? Because what the professor gave was wrong!! Her answers were wrong!! I know it's wrong...I just don't know how to prove it yet...because my head already hurts. XD

I really felt bad today...I hate my life. o_O It just dawned on me that living has no importance, haha. I can't find any purpose to live :P Everything just seems so baaaaadd. But I still smile and laugh ^_^ I know...no sense. Random blabbering from somebody unimportant...haha. Good morning to you, Naruto and Sasuke...

I'm Blue @ 1:53:00 AM

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Sunday, November 21, 2004

Quiz-zays.

F	Feminine
E	Entertaining
R	Rich
D	Dysfunctional
I	Ideal
N	Normal
A	Altruistic
N	New
D	Delicious

V	Vain
I	Industrious
N	Naive
C	Confused
E	Energetic
N	Naughty
T	Tempting

J	Judicial
O	Old
E	Excellent
L	Loving

D	Delicious
.

O	Overwhelming
P	Perverse
I	Important
N	Neat
I	Influential
O	Overwhelming
N	Neglected

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Oh look...I'm delicious...twice ^_^ Must be from all the chocolate hehehe...Perverse?! I am not! Neglected? Yeah. :P I'm overwhelming twice too...wonder why? And no, i'm not old!

How evil are you?

Is that Barney?!! OMG.

I'm Blue @ 7:47:00 PM

Chocolatey.

Mmmm...you know what Naruto, Sasuke...it's good to have relatives coming home from the States, ehehe...free goodies!! Well...I mostly get the chocolates ^_^ Nyahaha, i'm eating one right now!! *drool* It's as big as my ACCMANA book (I wish it was just as thick ^.^)...and it's all for meeeeeee...No, I ain't sharing it with you two! This is dinner!! ^_^ And milk :D *sigh* I still haven't studied for my quizzes for tomorrow...i'm too bored hehe...Naruto 109 almost finished!! Wheeee...2 more hours and I'll be able to watch it, Wheeeeeeee... ^_^

Eating Contest!! Here are the scores of our eating contest with my two imaginary friends hehe...

Me - 2 3 1/2 (my sweet chocolates)

Sasuke - 1 (his plain, boring onigiri)

Naruto - 4 8 and still going... (his never-ending miso ramen)

Update later! :P [updated as of 8:30 pm] Can't eat anymore...I feel bloated already ^.^ I think I just ate too much this time. XD

I'm Blue @ 7:40:00 PM

Something New.

Oooohhhhhhh...I've got something new again! Ehehe...New layout!! Wheeee!! I have no idea why I did this, hehe...I was just bored and um...so, here it is. A whole new layout. As usual, it's best viewed with a 1024 x 768 screen resolution...

Say hello to my new friend everyone! Sasuke! Nyehehe...Now i've got two people to talk to! A toast to Naruto and Sasuke [and me!] Fixing blogs are so troublesome :P I didn't draw anything though...as I have no drawing talent. I got the layout from this cool site ^_^

I'm going to do so much today...so to speak :P Downloading Naruto 109, Studying for the INFOREM quiz, Fix my PC, Fix my mind, Burn some CDs, and more other useless stuff. Anyway, I'll see you two later! Weeeeee...

PS. Oh...Did I mention that it's back to being blue again ? :P

I'm Blue @ 3:09:00 PM

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Fate?

Naruto, do you believe in um...hm...it doesn't sound right coming from me who hates almost everything, but...oh what the hell. You see...argh. Well you see... They were talking about relationships during dinner. And well... our family seems to have a pattern. XD Well, let's start with my mom. My grandma said that she had lots of suitors way back, then he met my dad. Then both of them found someone else. Then after a long time, they found each other again and gets married [and the result. Me and my sibs ^_^] Next. My uncle. At age 12, he had a girlfriend. Then they broke up. My uncle found another, and got married. Then they broke up. Now, she found his girlfriend when he was 12 and now they are enganged to be married. Let's take another example. My aunt. During her college days, she met this guy. She had a let's see...secret thing for him :P But it never really surfaced...yet. So...she then had a boyfriend when she was working. Then they broke up. And now....she's married to the college guy she had a crush on in duh, college and are now living in the US :P That's not all, you know...there are still others :P

Catch the drift, Naruto? No? Maaaan...you really are a dobe. Just kidding! :P Allow me to further explain. *sigh* Well, in my observation, It seems that the first person they fell in love with...will be the person they will be bound to, whatever the circumstance. Freaky, huh? So...do you think the same fate will happen to me? *sweat* Because...omph...sorry, can't tell ^_^ Hahahahaha.

I'm Blue @ 8:14:00 PM

Thank You.

by Simple Plan

I thought that i could always count on you

I thought that nothing could come

between us two

We said as long as we would

stick together

We'd be alright

We'd be ok

But I was stupid

And you broke me down

I'll never be the same again

So Thank You for showing me

That best friends cannot be trusted

And Thank You for lying to me

Your friendship, the good times we had

You can have them back

I wonder why it always has to hurt

for every lesson that you have to learn

I won't forget what you did to me

How you showed me things I wish I'd

never see

But I was stupid

and you broke me down

I'll never be the same again

When the tables turn again

You'll remember me my friend

You'll be wishing I was there for you

I'll be the one you miss the most

But you'll only find my ghost

As time goes by

You'll wonder why

You're all alone

So Thank You - for lying to me

So Thank You - for all the times

you let me down

So Thank You - for lying to me

So Thank You - Your friendship

you can have it back

I'm Blue @ 1:55:00 PM

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Friday, November 19, 2004

Plan Executed.

Well, well, well...another day gone. And everything went according to plan. ^_^ Watched National Treasure with Cess and Carmela. Not bad, I must say. It's like Indiana Jones in the city. hahaha. But seriously. It wasn't bad. I like those kinds of movies anyway hehe. I may be well...reserved, boring, unperturbed most of the time, as people would say...but I like adventure. Haha. I believe i'm just in the wrong place :D

Speaking of plan...I bought a Simple Plan CD! Wheeee...I owe it all to Carmela ^_^ She lent me some of her sweet, precious money, hehe. Wheeeee...OK, let's go eat some donuts Naruto!! I bought some before going home, hehe...as I said, it was all in the plan ^_^ The strawberry flavored ones are mine though, so hands off!! Now isn't the day complete...eating strawberry donuts and listening to Simple Plan. ^_^ Itadakimasu!

I'm Blue @ 11:02:00 PM

Narcissist.

Me bad. >:) Me not going to class again. I love me. Me gonna watch movie though. Hehe. Oh, me so happy. If professor not boring, me go to class though. But nooooooo. He most boring. Me rather be dead than go to his class. But he good though. Just boring. Me borrow money too. >:) Me buy Simple Plan CD. Me hope everything goes well. Me will update what happened later, OK Naruto? Me say byebye for now!

PS. o_O Me God! Me turning into a Shikamaru (without the I.Q.) before my very eyes!!

I'm Blue @ 3:40:00 PM

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

Teh Wonders of Technology.

One thing. PHSTAT. Uhuh. Finally. After all these weeks. I managed to make that damn program to work. All I needed was an MS XP Office CD, which Penny graciously lent it to me. Thank God its now working. After installing it...hehe...um...I kinda tinkered with it a bit. 'Tis interesting. As Jedi Padawan XD would say: "The wonders of techonology."

The Wonders of technology indeed. Now if only my DSL would work properly! Hmph. Yeah....my internet connection has been acting strange these past few weeks. Kuso. Work, Work, Work you little piece of techonology!!!!!!!!!! *breath*

Oh...such a short post tonight, ne, Naruto? The End. ^_^

I'm Blue @ 11:15:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Do Re Mi.

o_O Oooohhh....I was just listening on my YM radio station when this band called Me First and the Gimme Gimme's or something started playing...guess what...uhuh!! Strawberry Fields Forever!! Well...hehe, actually it's the first time i've heard of the song...and uh...well...you know...there's strawberry in it. ^_^ So me want the song. Hehehe. I have to go find and download it...hehe...it's a rather short song though...but hey...it's a song about strawberries. *drool*

What else have I heard of lately? Hm...oh yeah, there's this uber cool dude! Craig Armstrong...hehe. I really love his piano pieces...me gonna look for a CD. I love Laura's Theme...too bad I can't find it in kazaa lite yet XD Me won't give up, though! Right, Naruto! And then there's Starland Vocal Band. Weeeeee...they have such wonderful voices. Ohohoho. Don't you wish you had that kind of voice, Naruto? Eh?? Oh yeah...you sing too XD I well...sang too. Hehe. But I'm rather more of a poet than a singer. 'nuff said. ^_^ Yeah, yeah...music's a good thing to distract myself away from the cruel world. Oyasumi Nasai, Naruto!

I'm Blue @ 11:56:00 PM

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Rumble.

Yeah, yeah...I'm one unloved person XD People keep on hitting on me huhu. Even my family. Fascinating mood swing, ne? :P Just need to talk to ya, Naruto. ^_^ Story? Pfft. Oh OK. It's my grandfather. Just that, I suppose. He just...everytime he talks to me these days, he's always mad...at me. And I didn't even do anything wrong. Oh well. *sigh* I wish you were really, real Naruto, haha. We'd be best buddiiiieeesss! I can tell you everthing, and you can tell me everything. I'd hit on you too, nyahaha...in a good friendly way of course ^_^ Mhhm...you're the only person I can actually, really talk to openly Naruto haha [and those other people who read my blog as well...well, emphasize on the word read :P] . Too bad you're some fictional character created by some genius anime guy. Maaah...I need a new friend. hahaha. Other than you, Naruto! Huh? Other people? Them? Oh...yeah, I talk to them. They're friends too, you know ^_^ But. Yes, a big, huge BUT. Haha. I don't really tell them everything, right, everyone? hehe. I don't even write everything here in this blog, as much as talking to you Naruto :P Point? No point really...just ranting out. Or maybe I just needed someone. Yeah, most probably hehe. I'm one extremely difficult person though. ^_^ So, I think I'm stuck with you, Naruto [and those blog readers hehehe]. haha. Oh well. That is all.

I'm Blue @ 11:14:00 PM

Nothing unusual.

I guess it's normal for me now arriving 5-10 minutes late in my first class during Tuesdays and Thursdays. I blame 'em all to Traffic. Hehe. No, not just vehicular traffic...human traffic even (no, it's different from drug traffic, ok Naruto!). Yes. Damn humans XD That's why I hate being alive, sort of...ehehe. Yeah, yeah...i'm morbid ^_^ Who wants this life anyway? ~~I don't~~ :P

Anyway, let's see. I asked my dad if we can go watch a movie tonight...well, because I wanted to go out...and so I can ~~extort~~ ask for ~~money~~ allowance when the movie finishes, hahaha. Oh...and I wanted to spend some time with him, hehe...after all, he rarely visits here. ^_~ That was my plan, anyway. Too bad. He was out on a party...he left me alooonnneeeee! He'll pay later. I mean it. Pay = money. Nyahaha. Big Time. Mwahahaha. My plan is perfect!

I'm having trouble thinking about something as well XD You see, if something bothers my mind, it stays there. Haunting me. Torturing me. Even if it really is useless stuff. For instance, today when I was on my way to school, my mind flashed on that mirror-which-is-supposed-to-bring-good-luck-but-does-not-instead-brings-death thing in the movie feng shui. Don't ask. It's my mind. Well, I forgot what it was called. I kept on thinking on what its name was. Couldn't get it off my mind. Thanks to Cess [as of 7:50 pm] though my mind has moved on. haha. I knew it started with a B! It was a Bagwa. Hehe. Anyway, now that my mind has cleared up...i'll eat. See you later, Naruto! I just hope nothing comes to my mind now.

I'm Blue @ 8:01:00 PM

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

Freaky Sunday.

Oh yeah. What do you get when your uncles and cousins come over? One Crazy and Cranky Me. As much as I appreciate them coming here (erm...sort of :P) I just can't stand the noise XD I don't like too much noise. The occasional talk is OK, but when you have a family of lawyers...oh boy. It's a different story. Add in some hyperactive nosy cousins who keep on asking silly questions that have no relevance to my life...wasn't that fun? Heh. Oh i'm so happy, i'm jumping up and down. Haha. Oh well.

Here's another one, Naruto. I er...cleaned my room. XD Haven't done that in a looooooooooong while. What's more freaky is that my cousins (yes, those hyperactive nosy ones)...helped me clean up! I...was speechless at that moment. I guess it's ok to be close to them sometimes... They're useful, nyahaha. ^_^ Just kidding. Gah, have to say bye-bye for now, Naruto...I...er...need to clean up myself now, haha. Ja ne!

I'm Blue @ 11:08:00 PM

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

Air-y. hehe.

Air. You think before you act, you look before you
leap. You are very direct, which sometimes can
hurt others. You are always looking for the
truth behind things. Of all the elements,
you're the wisest.

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I'm Blue @ 11:08:00 PM

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Friday, November 12, 2004

.deroB mA I

Watched Incredibles today with Cess and JP. ^_^ Haha, it was really funny :P My day would've been complete though if I played Narutimett as well...but noooooooo, Cess had to go on a shopping spree XD I had it all planned! huhuhu...oh well, we'll play next week! I guess it was a good thing, ne? Hehe...I didn't get creamed :P Now i'm here at home...happily eating sweets. *nods* I guess it had something to do with the strawberry ice cream I had for dessert during lunch earlier, haha. Yum. I wanted more. So here, nyahaha...i'm eating :P Well, it's weekend again. 3 days without classes. I hope something turns up. ^_^ I don't want to be stuck here at home... XD Money is an option though, ehehe. Don't make me spend some. :D

Oh...I met another friend of mine on my way home. Where? On the train station (LRT and MRT). Hehe yeah, I mostly meet old friends there...unexpectedly. I guess if it's a small world out there, a train station would definitely be a weeee bit tinier hehe. Hm...that's it for now, Naruto! Can't talk while my mouth and hands are preoccupied with food! Nyehehe...ja ne!

I'm Blue @ 8:02:00 PM

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Thesaurus, anyone? :P

Weeeee...gonna watch the Incredibles, Unbelievables, Absurds, Implausibles tomorrow! Can't wait! And after that, hopefully we'll play Narutimett! Yeah, I bet i'm gonna get creamed, defeated, clobbered, thrashed again XD Stop laughing, Naruto! I just didn't have time to practice :D Oh well, winning doesn't matter, ne? What's important is you have fun! *hell yeah!* Ehehehe...

No, I don't like to talk, converse, chat about today's events. ^_^ Why? 'cause nothing, nada, zilch, nil happened :P Yes, I must admit that I have a boring, dull, monotonous, unexciting, dreary, humdrum life. Happy now? hehe...I'm not like other people who have everything in life. Besides, sometimes I just don't find some things interesting, appealing, motivating, fascinating or attractive. And well, I don't have that much friends or social life for that matter anyway. Moooving on! *grin*

Speaking of friends, I was chatting with one a while ago :D With Rex a.k.a. Drake in YM. It was Doodle time once again! Nyehehehe. We played um...I forgot what it was called hehe... :P Am I really not good at anything at all?! Huhuhu...yeah, you guessed right Naruto. He beat me XD hehehe...See the image?

He's got the D boxes and me the F boxes. He beat me badly XD Huhuhu...Oh well, i'm just me after all ^_^ Well, I have to go sleep, slumber, snooze, doze now Naruto...we gonna watch movie tomorrow :D Ja matte!

I'm Blue @ 10:47:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Oh goody.

Huhu...I've tried everything. I can't make PHSTAT work on any of my PCs. Stupid Excel. Stupid Computer. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid! Aaarrgghhhh. I don't feel bad though. ^_^It's OK. Calm down. Breathe. Breathe. Friends are there to help. *nods* Ehehehe...

Today is Wednesday, right? It seems that I'm loosing track of time XD I thought it was Tuesday today so I was ready to leave at around 10 when I saw today's date...ehehe...so I slept and bummed around. And then I woke up at around 4, I think...ehehe...and that's the reason why I arrived late for INFOREM. Good thing the prof didn't check attendance (or did he? I dunno...) And then...and then we left Penny. ehehe. No, I did not do it on purpose!! I just thought that we had no time left for break so we headed to our last class. It just so happens that she...well, she was waiting for us in the canteen XD Oh well, no damage done :D 'cept for the fact the her food (fish crackers) was almost depleted by Cess, nyahaha...just kidding ^_^

Ooooohh...and now, i'm here at home. I found this reaaalllly funny "video" made by some guy for the Naruto Contest in Narutofan.com! It well...looks like it was made by some kid (like me) hehe...the drawing is poorly drawn (no offense, but I draw like that too ^_^) but nonetheless...it was soooo funny!!!! If you've been watching and reading Naruto religously, you'll see the "video's" concept. It's hilarious. Trust me. I'd like to show it to you Naruto, but you've got to go visit the site for yourself...I don't think It's proper to just take some other guy's work...specially if it's for a contest XD Just read on their news thingie...you'll find it ^_^ Enjoy!

I'm Blue @ 11:24:00 PM

Splash! Call me Waterfalls :P

Waterfall

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I'm Blue @ 3:03:00 PM

Spoilers for Naruto 107. (Just some lines.)

Ugh...so bored. Just finished watching Naruto 107 for the um...8th time. Still gonna watch The Incredibles on Friday (they said it!), come what may :P I promised myself that I will watch it...so I ain't breaking it. I won't take it against them if they don't want to watch it with me...I can understand. I just hope it's nothing personal. ^_^ Anyway, Just for fun (and out of boredom...) I've memorized (and well, copied) my favorite lines (and side comments) from the recent episode. Spoilers these are, I must say... ^_^ But hey, i'm bored. I wanna write something (plus I think I still ain't sleepy)!

From here, I will be writing the lines...don't wanna ruin the episode for you? Don't read it then, ne? I just want to write. Let me be ^_^

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Chouji: It doesn't matter. I know how to enjoy the taste even after I've eaten a lot. (I wish I could do that too...but sadly, I don't have that stomach.)

Shikamaru: Eating isn't a battle. Eat slower to prevent troubles like this. (Yeah...eat slowly...feel the food in your mouth...hehe)

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Ino: Girls want to look as cute as possible for the person they love. (Now I know...thanks, Ino!)

Chouji: But it doesn't necessarily mean that person likes thin girls. (Point taken, fat...i mean, Chouji. Physical attributes doesn't actually matter, ne? What's important is what's inside *hell yeah!* inside: personality, characteristics ok? ^_^)

Ino: Most boys don't like fa...( note: fatass! hehe)...I mean...They like thin girls. You can say the same about girls, too. Chouji, you should take care of your own body, too or you'll never get any girls. (Hm...you want to know what girls I like? ^_^ No, I don't like cheerleaders! Read. They are too loud. I like quiet and yes, thin girls...petite :D)

Shikamaru: She doesn't know anything. Guys don't like thin girls as much as girls think they do. In reality, they like girls with a bit of meat. You can say the same about girls ,too. (Of course, all bones and no meat makes girl er...not kinda good to look at ^_^)

Shikamaru: Just be whoever you want, and be more carefree. (I wish I could be whoever I want to be Shikamaru...but sadly, you can only be who you are...and improve who you are. But sad to say, i'm nobody.)

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Lee: To prove that even a guy like me can become an excellent ninja...that's everything to me. It's my dream. (Yes, dreams...goals...I think that's what I like about the Naruto series. Strong determination will lead you to your goals. Never give up. Only then can you truly achieve something.)

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Naruto: What's this feeling? my stomach feels tense...Also, i feel excited...

Naruto: I'm not a loser who drags everyone behind forever! (Yeah, don't dwell in the past. Just learn from it and move on.)

Naruto: Before that, put on your forehead protector. i'll wait. (People I admire. Those who treat others equally.)

Sasuke: You won't be able to put a scratch on my forehead. (Stuck-up bastard...hehe)

Naruto: That's not why! i'm saying that you need this to prove we're fighting as equal konoha ninjas. (Again, equality...learn from it. hehe)

Naruto: That's because you're still weak, sasuke-chan! (Oooh...You called Sasuke, with a -chan o_O)

*sigh* On the side note, I appreciate those friends of mine who took time and effort to read , and comment on what I write. Thank you very much guys ^_^ You guys are the best! Haha...sipsip XD But really, I feel better thanks to you guys :D I don't see you guys, but hey...i'm happy you still remember. That's what matters, ne?

I'm Blue @ 1:13:00 AM

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Crappy.

Oh what a crappy day. I almost got late for my ELEMSTA class, because of the shitty MRT & LRT trains... XD On top of that, I forgot my freaking book! Good thing she doesn't check the books or i'd be whale poo. hehe. I finally got my stinky dung grades in ACCMANA and ADVPROG. I must say, I'm doing well...ehehe. So far, my lowest is ACCMANA...oh well, it's better than failing, ne? Oh, oh...On my way home today (I waited almost 30 minutes just to get on that LRT train poo!) , I met an old crap...i mean chap of mine :P He was my torture friend...ahaha...yeah, he loved to bully me way back in high school :P He was our C.A.T. Logistics Officer, and as expected, he loved to make me suffer...ahaha...I remembered those push-ups and squats he gave me XD Good thing I had connections with the other C.A.T. officers, nyehehe...my other friend was C.A.T. Alpha commander or something, and well, everyone in the line were my friends, so to speak...except for the dreaded C.A.T. head XD Buut, never mind them...hehe...You know what course he's taking up, Naruto? Culinary Arts :D Kinda odd, because I remember that he fancies guns and violence than cooking utensils and baking (I know, like, where's the connection? hehe)...but I salute him for making it this far! He showed me some pictures of his work, and I must say, they look really yummy :P Me hungry now. Me wanna eat. Oh, oh...me gonna watch Incredibles tomorrow! By myself or with the others, I don't care...I'm gonna watch it!! :D Weee...well, see you later dung...I mean chum! ^_^

I'm Blue @ 8:04:00 PM

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Monday, November 08, 2004

Ice cream. *drool* Stars. *stare*

Goof Eefning, Narufo...oops...*gulp*...sorry...Good Evening, Naruto! Sorry, just having dinner right now...guess what? guess what? I'm eating ice cream for dinner, ehehe...well, i'm eating non-stop ice cream ^_^ I'm trying their new flavor Black Ice cream...and I must say...I love it ^_^ Not only is it dark, it's got everything I wanted in ice cream! nyahaha...strawberry, vanilla and chocolate...yum. Anyway, I'm just going to do my ACCMANA homework and go to bed...there isn't anything to do anyway later, or tomorrow.

The sky is clear tonight. I wish it would be like this every night :D A time where I can see those shining balls of gas (or stars)...If you must know Naruto, it used to be my past time...hm...our past time even...me and my closest friend before...stargazing, that is...haha ^_^ I can identify those constellations that I can see now. I remember one time...haha...flashback, flashback!! I ditched him once...ahaha...you see, we were supposed to go to the planetarium to see some meteor shower that happens only in um...rarely...Haha...I really felt bad for ditching him, and for not seeing that meteor shower!! haha...Oh well, what's done is done. But maan, I wish I still had time to go stargazing again...maybe someday...definitely someday. ^_^ see ya later!

I'm Blue @ 10:40:00 PM

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

August 2005 Plan.

Just had a talk with my mum on the phone today. Can't believe she has already plans for me for my future XD Well, she told me that my dad is going to the states next year ( with her, probably ^_~), and I might go there as well...and stay there. Not that I don't want to...It's just that school is really crappy and I may not be able to graduate before August next year...Heh, yeah...My dad's going there on August next year...and I really want to go there too...I want to leave this place. I don't see my future here, honestly haha. So I really have to work hard so that I can leave this place A.S.A.P. ^_^ I doubt anybody's going to miss me anyway, haha...well, you're coming with me Naruto so what are you ranting about? :P Anyway, August is still far. I still have time to work things out, ne?

I'm Blue @ 3:43:00 PM

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Saturday, November 06, 2004

My Kanji.

Solitude

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What do you think, Naruto? I guess I really am anti-social, huh? :P

I'm Blue @ 11:22:00 PM

a Smackdown,a Click,a Tingle and a battle between friends.

Ehehe...Played Smackdown today! Weeee...My cousin brought his PS2 today, so I get to play...Too bad it only plays original CDs so...huhuhu...I can't play my Narutimett! *sob* But guess what, Naruto? I connected it to my PC ^_^ Hehe yeah...I forgot that my PC had a TV connection or something...but um...I still need to fix the sound XD The sound doesn't work! :'( It was fun though ehehe...Go Shawn Michaels and Steve Austin! ehehe...I also played Fatal Frame II...ehehe...weeee...cameras! I love to take pictures of those ghosts, haha...Yeah, it's a scary game...and your only weapon is a camera. hehehe...Too bad I wasn't able to save my game...they forgot the damn memory card! :P What else...um...oh, Spiderman 2 was coooool too! Go Spidey! Well, I didn't get to play that much of Spiderman cause we were so into Smackdown, ehehe...maybe next time...when they bring the memory card ^_^

I finished watching your latest Episode this morning, Naruto. Maan, why do you guys always give cliffhangers XD But you know what, I don't like seeing friends fight...it may be exciting, but it still hurts haha...Anyway, at least the epi is catching up with the manga...Oh...congratulations to Shikamaru! :P Weeee...see ya later!

I'm Blue @ 9:53:00 PM

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Friday, November 05, 2004

Artists at Work :P

THE EVIL GENETICALLY MODIFIED TOOTH

Over here is the genetically modified tooth...wait, evil genetically modified tooth(E.G.M.T. for short) by me and JP. Haha...well, actually more of his...I just added the green saliva dripping from its three-pronged tongue ^_^ And look at that, the E.G.M.T. has an udder! Haha...aside from his potruding chin horn, he has *shiver* big Purple Eyes with purple eye beams. XD The horror of E.G.M.T!

FEATHER DUSTER/COTTON CANDY GUY AND SYRINGEMAN

New Shooperheroes in town! Weee...Meet Feather Duster/Cotton Candy Guy and Syringeman! Haha...My work of art, Syringeman! Haha...he'll prick and drain your blood!! Ehehe...JP's Feather Duster/Cotton Candy Guy! He'll um...Dust you and make your teeth look like the E.G.M.T.! Whoahaha... ^_^ JP and I did those with YM's doodle, Naruto...haha...

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"Eat dust!" - Syringeman to Cotton Candy/Feather Duster Guy

"You Suck!" - Cotton Candy/Feather Duster Guy to Syringeman

Hehehe...corny ^_^

I'm Blue @ 2:17:00 PM

Who took my Yogurt?!

Waaaa. Stupid house people. I can't even put MY food safely in the refrigerator. My strawberry yogurts...huhu. Damn it. I'll buy one at a time next time. Hmph. I hate it when people don't ask for permission to get MY stuff. :( It's so annoying. Now I don't have anything to eat. Yeah, I was supposed to have yogurt for lunch...any problem with that?! My stomach is grumbling...Naruto, give me ramen or something. XD

I'm Blue @ 11:17:00 AM

Something about money. (I need more.)

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

Right...ok. I took this one from an e-mail sent earlier...the message is nice, but um...I don't fell that way :P Oh well. I'm here again, wide awake. Unable to sleep. Haha...You, Naruto are not going to sleep either. DO YOU GET ME?! Not until I get some sleep. Right? Ok. Good. You are not going to leave me here. Hehe. Cool with that? ^_^

I'm Blue @ 1:10:00 AM

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Thursday, November 04, 2004

Something about the letter H.

Hiii Naruto! Hehe...no, i'm still not feeling well. I feel a little better than yesterday nonetheless. Oh, oh...I finally got the full mp3 version of Mountain a Go Go Two! Weeee...it's so coool. Hehe...I love the song. But your Gyu-ru-ru single is still the best! :P Haha...ok, kidding aside, I didn't go to INFOREM again. Woo! Third time, I think. This is starting to become a habit. Good thing the professor didn't check attendance today (from what Penny and Cess said) so technically, I guess I only have two as of now, I hope ^_^ The professor in my second class didn't show up, as usual but a sub came in and we did nothing but watched Ocean's Eleven. Weeee...I wish everyday would be like this. Doing nothing. Hehehe. Oh...I forgot. I feel harrassed today XD Don't ask. Stupid MRT. Stupid LRT. Stupid public transportations. Stupid people. Arghh.

Ooooohh...Naruto, your recent manga episode looks promising! I get to see Yondaime! Well, I think it's him. ^_^ You two really look alike, haha. And your new anime episode is going to be a good one huh? I'm itching to see you fight Sasuke. Go Rasengan! Weeee...Can't wait for the translated versions! Well...that's about it...G'nyt Naruto!

I'm Blue @ 1:13:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Dream.

Ehehe...I finally got to sleep at um...around 5 am I think. Woke up at 9...body alarm clock kicked in XD Anyway, the brief time I was asleep, I had the most vivid dream. Mhmm...it was so real, I can even remember the tiniest details. ^_^ Anyway, I was sure my dream was in the past...because it involved the two closest persons I had before. Haha yeah...my two closest friends before. I considered those two as my "older brothers" way back in Grade School and High School (Yep, they were in two different times) ^_^ The first person was in Grade School and the second one was in High School. I think I get the meaning of the dream though XD I can't have any close friends. Haha. Yeah. Or else I end up losing them XD Yeah, Naruto...no, we didn't fight or anything haha...they just...hm...went *poof* like what you sometimes do, haha.And they changed... :( Anyway, Dream recorded er...written. Gotta go eat now...i'm starving :P Oh I hope we'll get the NEW prof in INFOREM later...not him. Please, not him. Ja!

I'm Blue @ 11:48:00 AM

Fix Me.

Uh...It's past 3 am and i'm still awake...something's wrong with me...hm....i've been lying in my bed for let's see...around 4 hours already, and why I'm still awake I don't know. Something's definitely wrong with me hehe....I don't feel ok either. My body stil hurts and I feel like a fever coming...aaarghh...what the hell is happening?! Aaaah...when am I going to sleep?! Mr. Sandman!! Ugh...I think he just passed me by...oh great. I can't wait, i'm so tired...let me sleep already please...waaah. Oh well, I will be able to hopefully in like hm...later. See ya later, Naruto. Oh wait, you're sleeping...Great.

I'm Blue @ 3:20:00 AM

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Pain.

Just got home from school...I feel so tired. I didn't do much today though, hehe...We basically just discussed our midterm exams and the lucky thing was, there was no professor in our last subject so I got home early. My body hurts though. Great. Just great. I don't know why but it hurts so much...waaah. You did something to me, Naruto?? Hm...just kidding haha...Ooohhh so tirreeeddd...waannnaa reessst. I will. Now. I pray however, that tomorrow, we have a NEW professor in INFOREM...not him. Please, not him. Well, I better rest now...hope everything'll be fine tomorrow, ne? Gnyt Naruto.

I'm Blue @ 6:21:00 PM

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Monday, November 01, 2004

Coma.

Uhh...I think I slipped into a coma these past few days, hehe. I don't have any recollection of the things that I did...or maybe I just didn't do anything? Hm...I don't know, can't remember :P Uh...Hm...Ohh...I didn't write yesterday, Naruto? Waaah. Hm...Uh...Lemme see...I believe I'm forgetting to do something...hm...uh...I can't remember. *sweat* Am I supposed to be walking with my hands? Just kidding, hehe...Oh boy, totally lacking things to do. I need another life. Something exciting...something fun...something good...something cool...somewhere where I can forget everything...hm...Gimme your life Naruto!! Nyahahahaha. You be the one doing absolutely nothing and thinking about nothing, ok? I uh...think about what you think and do what you do. Switch places. Mwahahaha. Right. Uh...Nyehehehe. There. I shall go now, datte bayo! hehe. *poof*

I'm Blue @ 11:52:00 PM

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